Feb 11, 2005 18:32
I give up. I finally got the nerve to call the girl and talk to her. She says she wants to get to know me better. Right that probably means I don't like you to begin with. Then I had to go. I thought well maybe if she wanted to get to know me better I'd take her to a movie or something. So I tried to call her back and they were eating. So she says she will call me back. Yeah right like thats ever gonna happen. So I officialy give up. Its not even worth trying anymore. You know all it does is create trouble so forget about it.I just have to learn that no matter what I do I'm not going to ever find anyone simple as that. I've tried my hardest but failed repeatedly. Thats how its always going to be so you know I have to deal with it. I guess I was just meant to be by myself.