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[indie_emo_boy]

I give up. I finally got the nerve to call the girl and talk to her. She says she wants to get to know me better. Right that probably means I don't like you to begin with. Then I had to go. I thought well maybe if she wanted to get to know me better I'd take her to a movie or something. So I tried to call her back and they were eating. So she says

Comments

[anonymous]

You shouldn't give up so easily. Have heart someone will be there eventually but if you stop looking and they stop looking then neither of you will find the other. Just take a break from trying so hard to find a girlfriend. Having a girlfriend doesn't make you better it just... well it makes you crazier.

ME

haha

[indie_emo_boy]

the most endearing advice i've heard it all before "take heart eventually someone will find you or you will find someone" that my friend is a load of crap it nevers happens to you unless it was meant to and for me reality is a world by myself with just friends and it seems the same for you if you have to post from the shadows like a shadow which is what my fate is so thank you for the advice but thats not quite how it works shadows weren't meant to mingle with light

[miserydragon]

Love=Shit

Really Tatro, I know how you feel.
Maybe I'm just a fuck up when it comes to relationships.
Maybe I'm just a horrid masochist who can never pick the right one.

But sometimes I feel like I'm just wanting something I can never have. Maybe God just hates me and I'm meant to be abandoned.

But as long as I have my friends...
And my art to vent with...
I'll survive.
Hang in there my friend.
If things are still shitty, then it's not over yet.
I'm not sure if that means it gets better or worse.

I should shut up before you hang yourself.

I <3 you though, and should you ever need me...
(4).754.8775

X.x Live in the fun of the moment x.X

thanx

[indie_emo_boy]

At least someone cares and we can feel abandoned together. Maybe its not just me in the shadows after all its good to know you care. At least you are not like happy go lucky mr or ms anonymous comment up there whos not in reality.Thanx for caring.

Re: thanx

[_ijustloveyou]

is there something wrong with being happy-go-lucky?
honestly, for such an enthusiastic, funny, witty guy, you sure do have a dreary outlook on love and life.
i've told you time & time again that you should just be patient.
you are in high school.
just because you haven't found the love of your life yet
DOES NOT
mean that you are going to be lonely forever.
i believe God put someone here for all of us--
you have to have your eyes open to be able to see them, though.
& if you keep talking about all this "shadow" nonsense,
you may never see the light.

cheer up;
the sky's not falling.
tomorrow's a new day,
and there are plenty of girls to be found.
<3

Re: thanx

[indie_emo_boy]

no there is absolutely nothing wrong with being happy go lucky and i know we are just in high school but it would be nice to have a g/f and i know but you have to understand whats happened in the past year and a half the fact that out of the two people of dated both have broken up with me in three days and one told me she liked girls more and the other one started dating a guy i thought was my friend so i am not trying to be all grim and martyred but i am almost seventeen and i've had two g/fs while most people have had three or four and the three day thing doesn't count. And plus you being happy go lucky is part the reason you are cool. So you just have to understand my situation. so don't taje offense to the happy go lucky thing. and was that your anonymous comment or not?

[soclosetolife]

I lied. Stop looking. There is no one.

From the Shadows
Mrs Anonymous

Thanx

[indie_emo_boy]

My problems don't concern you anymore. Thanx for the advice. I think I'll handle stuff myself.Torrie

HEY!!

[lips_lie_silent]

hey tatro. this is tabitha.. i found ur thing.. i got bored, so i decided to surf LJ. and look who i found! YOU!

eh.. i know what you mean about the wanting to find someone. but think about it. we are only in highschool. and you will find someone sooner or later. probably later. i know you probably want it now, cuz so do i. but im trying not to rush it. it just makes my life even worse and depressing. try to think about just having fun with your friends... even if you do find someone now, it more than likely wont last. keep up ur koolness..

~TabZ~

Re: HEY!!

[indie_emo_boy]

i do but its been three years its kinda crushing blow any ways I'll add you you add me tatro