ahhh
Dude I am going to lose my bloody mind before this shit is over. I mean from what i gather she flirts with me as much as i do with her. The thing is though i just want to get the nerve up and tell her i like her but i just can't seem too. Its extremely frustrating. I mean lately shes about the only thing thats been on my mind. It is going to give me an ulcer if i keep worrying about this crap but its all i can think about which ain't doing me a lot of good. I'm so confused and all i really want is to figure out whats going on.I just don't know if its worth it sometimes. All life seems to be is one big drama after another. Which seems kinda pointless but thats all that it is.I tink people enjoy inflicting torture upon themselves. Which why anyone would purposefully want to create drama in their life.Unless perhaps your life is the most boring cesspool of crap to ever be dreamed up. And if thats the case i am truly sorry and hope you do get a little drama in your life. Its just i really like this girl and i don't want this crap to backfire. Which seems to have a tendency to happen to me alot. So you can see why i am so hesitant to do anything about this at all. But i've never actually liked a girl this much.So its really challenging to make a decision. I'm just totally confused. I know we are only in highschool but you know its nice to care about someone and have them care about you too.It really doesn't matter how old you are. Thats all for now.