Connect
I want to find a way back here, back to writing here, because sometimes the loneliness could literally eat me up inside. I think the online arena can become viscious and petty at times, but only if you allow it to. I miss feeling connected to people. I've opened my journal up a bit; some entries are still under lock & key, but for the most part, this is the way it used to be. I'm tired of locking myself away and sometimes I think that is more dangerous then leaving it out for everyone to see. Maybe it takes just diving right in in order to open myself up again.