May 11, 2006 21:34
A man named Paul sat next to me in my cubicle earlier. We were having what we called a 'heart to heart', when really he was hiding from his boss. Something he said, though, made me look up from my mountain of paperwork. It was as if he sensed the chaos inside of me. "There are only three seconds in life, you know. Past, present, future. You have to put away your past to get to the present, and make decisions now to get to your future. That's all there is." And with that, he smiled, told me to have a good day, and walked away. He put into words so simply what I have been trying to do for years. Store it away, live in the moment. Can anyone really do this? I've always thought the past makes up who we are, which is why I am so reluctant to let go of it...but I am beginning to believe that maybe we are different people at any given moment and all of that backwash doesn't even matter.