nightsignss-hey mr tambourine man
/it's almost half past three in the morning, i don't know why i'm awake, but i know i can't sleep at the moment. i've been here a lot lately, haven't i - correlated with how little i could be on the internet when i was at home perhaps.
and loneliness and rain and an empty mind/full empty full heart - the blood that leaves it rich then poor and empty then full - oh what if it breaks>? how can this beat like this all day every day and not fuck up when i can't go an hour/ seventy years and counting/bunch of statistics we all are
sometimes it strikes us, takes our fancy.. how beautiful this world is. fragile and yet it still exists, poised on a knife edge. =a soft boy on a sharp edge of life. (there is no edge, silly!) Just the end - we are all part of everything. i think it is beautiful when you think how there is no more or no less energy in the universe today than there was at the conception. we are star dust and meteorites and dinosaurs and trees and each other - we all feed each other ...
i was looking at some photographs earlier, it just struck me now how fantastic they are - take you back to an (imagined) moment, more than just ink on paper?
i remember when...//
i can't believe it's 2006 tomorrow.
what have i achieved in a year> i don't know exactly, but it's something.
i am optimistic about the coming year, because there is no other way to be
DE came round tonight and we lost hours together --
we/i want to live life to the full, relish every moment, create moments, share and have experiences.
live for yourself.
no one else will?
i wish i could live for everyone, rescue all the lost souls and lose the darkness that plagues us to the light and dance a bit, hug that much more!
that mightsound pretentious but i promise it's genuine/
isn't life wonderful? the physical life.
my stars. my days. my tears. my grief. my memory. my mind.soul.words.dreams.feelings.i'd give it all t o y o u if i could..
and loneliness and rain and an empty mind/full empty full heart - the blood that leaves it rich then poor and empty then full - oh what if it breaks>? how can this beat like this all day every day and not fuck up when i can't go an hour/ seventy years and counting/bunch of statistics we all are
sometimes it strikes us, takes our fancy.. how beautiful this world is. fragile and yet it still exists, poised on a knife edge. =a soft boy on a sharp edge of life. (there is no edge, silly!) Just the end - we are all part of everything. i think it is beautiful when you think how there is no more or no less energy in the universe today than there was at the conception. we are star dust and meteorites and dinosaurs and trees and each other - we all feed each other ...
i was looking at some photographs earlier, it just struck me now how fantastic they are - take you back to an (imagined) moment, more than just ink on paper?
i remember when...//
i can't believe it's 2006 tomorrow.
what have i achieved in a year> i don't know exactly, but it's something.
i am optimistic about the coming year, because there is no other way to be
DE came round tonight and we lost hours together --
we/i want to live life to the full, relish every moment, create moments, share and have experiences.
live for yourself.
no one else will?
i wish i could live for everyone, rescue all the lost souls and lose the darkness that plagues us to the light and dance a bit, hug that much more!
that mightsound pretentious but i promise it's genuine/
isn't life wonderful? the physical life.
my stars. my days. my tears. my grief. my memory. my mind.soul.words.dreams.feelings.i'd give it all t o y o u if i could..