happiness is a state of mind
Kinder to myself.
Feeling 'fine' for the first time in a long time,
happiness is the next step!it's in you though, isn't it. i wonder what the natural state for the human mind is. it's funny that we all feel we should be Happy but our natural unforced expression in almost sad looking. I don't know, that's probably not true at all---
'it's not real' (DE)
Anyway,
New leaf over
as Kristin Hersh said/wrote/sang:
'here i am -
what a loser
waiting for years to go by'
i don't want to do that anymore/
wait for years to go by that is. too much of my time is spent in the imagined future, which is almost as bad as being stuck in the past - at least if you're stuck in the past you hold on to something that was once real & true. I miss ishita and wish she would come back now - enoughisenough.
i'm going to tidy my room now and get it 'just right' cus i am always trying to fix and improve things/ x
Feeling 'fine' for the first time in a long time,
happiness is the next step!it's in you though, isn't it. i wonder what the natural state for the human mind is. it's funny that we all feel we should be Happy but our natural unforced expression in almost sad looking. I don't know, that's probably not true at all---
'it's not real' (DE)
Anyway,
New leaf over
as Kristin Hersh said/wrote/sang:
'here i am -
what a loser
waiting for years to go by'
i don't want to do that anymore/
wait for years to go by that is. too much of my time is spent in the imagined future, which is almost as bad as being stuck in the past - at least if you're stuck in the past you hold on to something that was once real & true. I miss ishita and wish she would come back now - enoughisenough.
i'm going to tidy my room now and get it 'just right' cus i am always trying to fix and improve things/ x