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[imxtoxic]

everyone wnats me to go to rehab. i know its not going to work and its pointless and stupid. and since i feel that way it wont work because im not open to it.IM NOT GOING. Life is getting a little better. it got much worse before it got any better though. i have to see all these therapists and counselers and drug councilers. it all sucks. i feel

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[corrupt_vanity]

next years xmas will be perfect. fuck them. fuck rehab. we are fine by ourselves. ill buy you a christmas present. i dont know with what but ill do it haha. crossroads was on last night. i thought of you haha. <3bff

[imxtoxic]

i found my crossroads movie ticket. i still have our vermont box.!
bbffeaeae

[imxtoxic]

ill get u somthing too, hell i might have to just make u somthing. no money, cant go out.
im "not trusted" with money. they thinnk im going to run out and buy drugs. what asses.

[corrupt_vanity]

hahah thats what my parents think! I CANT BE TRUSTED EITHER although they have yet to prove im doing drugs. which im not. argh. crossroads rocked damnit. i dont care what anyone says. haha.

Hey little fuckers

[subjectivetruth]

Heeeeeeelllllllloooooooooowwwwwww my little drug addicts. I hope you're both well. I miss you Maria, more than words. I am glad to hear things are getting a little bit better. Keep it up and in no time things will get as much back to normal as they ever will

Re: Hey little fuckers

[corrupt_vanity]

aw thanks. i wish i had someone like you. and sex is so much better than drugs. i agree. haha.

[njfatalcorps]

hey Maria, remember whenever you're able to breathe then give me a call. I don't know about a straight up rehab place or what to say but honestly I would love to see you get help with that. Because believe me Maria...I've seen what you've been doing totally destroy human beings, just recently especially. And a couple people I'm really close to too. And It hurts to see it. Especially the cases that have had to do with me recently. And you really are way better than that and I don't want to see horrible stuff happen to you because of it because you mean a lot. It was sweet to see you at my work that one day. I hope to talk to you again soon. Until then Hang In and just think of sweet shit. Ha, that's what I would be doing if I was in jail. Haha, I always say that I would want to go to jail for like a month or two so I could be awesome and say that I've been in jail, and get a jail tribute tat. As long as it's just for a little and I don't get my ass fucked. Ha Ruben from Devourment has that honor. And now he's back more

[imxtoxic]

it was really good to see you. at least i got to tell you in person i wasnt just ignoring you. (i would never. hah). its all like a rude awakening. im hope ill be able to make it out alive and hang out with you. its just really tough because i have nothing to do at home but think, and its your thoughts that will get the best of you and drive you crazy. thanks for caring, it means so much. hopefully by next year ill be allowed out. ill call you when i get a chance, if i ever find my cell phone. parentals hid that shit on me.
i like the new avril song. haha. i thought i was going to be kicked out of my house and i was like shit thats me.
i miss you, and thanks.
maybe ill just be more hardX core by the time this blows over. then ill have a cool back ground story and be an awesome canidate for ur band. all i need is a instrument to play. hah.

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[subjectivetruth]

I miss my penis.

Penis Christmas

[subjectivetruth]

I just wanted to tell you, not sure if you will read this or not, but I hope you have an okay christmas, Maria. And if I dont get the chance to talk to you, I hope your birthday is good as well. I love you and am thinking about you every minute. I love you.
Kath

fuck x-mas

[imxtoxic]

christmas will suck ass. we are going to uncle scotts after they eat dinner and we'll be up for dessert. im allowed out on my birthday to go to dinner with steve and i can take my car. maybe ill just turn it into a night out. we'll see. im so un-looking forward to christmas break because ill be grounded the whole time and its a week of nothing. im not sure if they are letting me out on my birthday and thats it. we'll see. merry x-mas. i love you peen!. i miss you. and ill see you as soon as i can.

Re: fuck x-mas

[subjectivetruth]

I know, Christmas is definately going to suck this year.
Well I am glad to hear you are allowed out with Steve on your birthday, thats a good thing! At least you can get a little sex... (you can come use my house if need be, I will go out so you can be alone) I love you! I will talk to you soon.

Re: fuck x-mas

[corrupt_vanity]

make it a trip to visit me. <3