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[imxtoxic]

everyone wnats me to go to rehab. i know its not going to work and its pointless and stupid. and since i feel that way it wont work because im not open to it.IM NOT GOING. Life is getting a little better. it got much worse before it got any better though. i have to see all these therapists and counselers and drug councilers. it all sucks. i feel

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Hey little fuckers

[subjectivetruth]

Heeeeeeelllllllloooooooooowwwwwww my little drug addicts. I hope you're both well. I miss you Maria, more than words. I am glad to hear things are getting a little bit better. Keep it up and in no time things will get as much back to normal as they ever will.

So like I have said a hundred thousand times already, You always have me. If shit gets too wacked out you can come running to me. I understand that M&D feel like they have to say mean things about me, they are scared that I will take you away from them. But please know that none of it is true. If you ever came to live with me, I would never kick your ass to the curb. N E V E R ! You are the only person in the world who matters to me.(and our little boarding school brat Alysa, of course.) We will have eachother until the day we die. We are sisters-and thats forever, good and bad. You will never be alone in this world. You can live your life no matter what choices you make, I will love you anyway, even if they are stupid, heaven knows a lot of the decisions I have made in life were stupid. Thats what being human is about. As long as you learn from your mistakes, I guess thats whats really important.
I knew before and still do, that there was nothing you couldn't tell me and you told me most everything that you did, knowing I wouldnt judge you and you felt safe confiding in me. I know that you didnt tell me about this because you didnt want to worry me. It makes me sad that you didnt come to me, but thats not important now. I think part of the reason you didn't tell me was because you knew what you were doing was wrong. So from here on out, dont you dare hesitate for a moment to tell me anything. (I most likely did it myself at one time or another.) And if there is something that you feel like you cant tell me about--then chances are Miss Maria, you shouldn't be doing it.
Enough preaching for one night.
I have to go vacuum now. Going to see gram tomorrow. I love you madly and call me as soon as you can, I will be waiting.
Hang tough Kendl- and everything I said above applys to you too. Don't be a fuckernutter. You are too good of an artist to waste your future on that crap. Besides. Sex is so much better than drugs. Do that instead.
Talk to you soon
Love me
(PS Please tell Alysa I love her and miss her and I am thinking of her like every second. Tell her we'll be together soon too. Thx kiddo)

Re: Hey little fuckers

[corrupt_vanity]

aw thanks. i wish i had someone like you. and sex is so much better than drugs. i agree. haha.