Apr 24, 2014 22:48
Tired - don't wanna sleep
need to study - don't wanna study
want to apply for jobs - cant cause I need to finish my internship
yeah. like that.
Dustin messaged me and I cried just thinking about things. My oh my my stupid tear ducts are broken. I'll never understand how emotionally attached I am/was to this guy. When I think about him 98% of it is of me laughing and being happy.
Somewhere I became really distant. I can't get my mood up when I play like I used to and its not because I don't enjoy the game. My mood just crashes fast after any spike. It wasn't like that back then. Not in my rohan days. I really enjoy tera but it just isn't giving me that sociality I need.
I want to get back to being that person.
~Death Comes Fast~