'cause I'm alright with me ( Read more... )

I think that feeling too much scares me and that as much as I hate it, I can't let myself let go. Seeing a certain someone the other day reminded me of this and I keep getting all jumbled up, never figuring out which way is forward and I walk around in circles, never getting past what is familiar, but living the same things over and over. Not that ( Read more... )

I'd like to think I've got it all figured out, and some day I might, but right now all I know is that I love my life and right now my life loves me and I giggle and smile all the time, and I don't think I've ever been so at peace with everything going on around me. It's amazing how wonderful the small things are when you don't have all of the bad ( Read more... )

Am I in the wrong movie? I don't remember these scenes, these lines, these characters, this plot. I think I've wandered onto the wrong set. Now, if only I could find my way back out, open a different door, head onto a different set. Maybe then I would end up back where I'm supposed to be. Back to a place where I know the scenes, the lines, the ( Read more... )

Fuck this. I'm going to San Antonio tomorrow and I'll be back in a while. Hopefully going away will help to dissolve this anger that I've got towards almost everyone in my life at the moment ( Read more... )

Word of the day:

hypocrite

Main Entry: hyp·o·crite
Pronunciation: \ˈhi-pə-ˌkrit\
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English ypocrite, from Anglo-French, from Late Latin hypocrita, from Greek hypokritēs actor, hypocrite, from hypokrinesthai
Date: 13th century
1 : a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion
2: a ( Read more... )

-Longest relationship:
8 months or so.

-Shortest relationship:
Can you even honestly consider anything less than a couple of months a relationship?

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?:
Three.

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?
I hadn't ever thought about marriage until very ( Read more... )

"Leave me out with the waste ( Read more... )

So, I suppose sometimes it takes a weekend out of town to clear up a lot of things I've been confused about in my life. Up until this weekend, I'd been trying in vain to figure out how I felt about the things going on with me. Maybe it was the fresh air, maybe it was the snow, possibly it was the people I was surrounded by and perhaps it was just ( Read more... )

"(Kennedy had no doubts about the threat of the Russian missiles) in Cuba. Meeting with his high-level advisers (ExComm), he said, "It's just as if we suddenly began to put a major number of [medium-range ballistic missiles] in Turkey....Now that'd be g**-d** dangerous." His national security adviser, McGeorge Bundy, responded: "Well, we did, Mr. ( Read more... )