pavement rhymes with depravement.. which is a word.. i looked it up

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you know that iggy pop song? lust for life? i've got that one in my head right now.. i think i'm thirsty for life right about now.. real life isn't experienced when drunk.. although it is the best feeling in the world.. maybe closely trailed by sex... or possibly beaten to smithereens by a combination of the two.. but i miss that feeling of exhileration and contentment with being alive.. of course there are spurts but half the time i do feel bleh... i still get excited sometimes... i have needs.. they aren't very honorable.. but they are needs..

i enjoyed watching harry potter.. i need some time off.. maybe a day.. things are getting too comfortable in a way that they shouldn't be...