i'm a refugee
I scored a 25% on the "How Southern are you?" Quizie! What about you?
i am the only person online that i know right now.. fucking beat that. i'm am also mr. neglegent with the posting.. but whoever the fuck reads this already knows that.. on my way home tonight i was freestyling but i got really into it and it was emotional freestyling... so i think i tore a vocal cord or something... but it was great.. except i feel like the emptiest person i know... i'm with matt on the being really bored tonight.. but how can he enjoy sleeping so much.. i don't know.. i feel like i could be doing something better.. even though i love sleeping. it just feels like being awake is more important sometimes.. it's really sad but i felt content tonight for one moment and it was when me and buck were looking at the space heater and laughing.. it's really fucking pathetic... but i think that's what i want to do with my life.. and that's it.. i don't care.. i'm a waste of humanity.. i'm a fucking asshole.. i make baby jesus cry.. but i'm don't care.. i'm a fuckup.. and i don't care... i have a sense of humor.. i can freestyle.. i'm good at bad stuff.. and i don't care... nihilism sounds really good right about now.. dealing with the stigma of being devoid of faith in anything that you can't hit with a rock... my life... nowhere... me.. not caring.. and being really tired... but this is just a rant.. and thoughts are flowing through my fingers right now.. and nobody reads this so it's a good way of emptying out my head so it doesn't get cluttered with reruns of the same shit that goes on in there 50 times a day.. i think this is the only time i really think.. when i'm not really thinking.. when thoughts just come out.. otherwise i'm standing around or sitting down and if i'm not talking then i'm might as well be drooling because nothing is going on upstairs.. but i know that isn't true but it sounded true at my fingertips... and those are slowing down... and i'm starting to actually think about what i'm putting down.. so i'll stop..
i really do enjoy making people genuinely laugh
i am the only person online that i know right now.. fucking beat that. i'm am also mr. neglegent with the posting.. but whoever the fuck reads this already knows that.. on my way home tonight i was freestyling but i got really into it and it was emotional freestyling... so i think i tore a vocal cord or something... but it was great.. except i feel like the emptiest person i know... i'm with matt on the being really bored tonight.. but how can he enjoy sleeping so much.. i don't know.. i feel like i could be doing something better.. even though i love sleeping. it just feels like being awake is more important sometimes.. it's really sad but i felt content tonight for one moment and it was when me and buck were looking at the space heater and laughing.. it's really fucking pathetic... but i think that's what i want to do with my life.. and that's it.. i don't care.. i'm a waste of humanity.. i'm a fucking asshole.. i make baby jesus cry.. but i'm don't care.. i'm a fuckup.. and i don't care... i have a sense of humor.. i can freestyle.. i'm good at bad stuff.. and i don't care... nihilism sounds really good right about now.. dealing with the stigma of being devoid of faith in anything that you can't hit with a rock... my life... nowhere... me.. not caring.. and being really tired... but this is just a rant.. and thoughts are flowing through my fingers right now.. and nobody reads this so it's a good way of emptying out my head so it doesn't get cluttered with reruns of the same shit that goes on in there 50 times a day.. i think this is the only time i really think.. when i'm not really thinking.. when thoughts just come out.. otherwise i'm standing around or sitting down and if i'm not talking then i'm might as well be drooling because nothing is going on upstairs.. but i know that isn't true but it sounded true at my fingertips... and those are slowing down... and i'm starting to actually think about what i'm putting down.. so i'll stop..
i really do enjoy making people genuinely laugh