Sep 21, 2005 20:02
hey ppl, how art thee? Well, i'm ok, i mean, i'm doing good, not very good, and not extremly crappy. Eh, yeah, a couple really did suck tho. Like drill team and JROTC over all. I'm just not having fun there NE more. Like, i kinda knew this already, but untill now i feel like i'm a huge target and victium of favortisium, and not 2 my favor.
Like, when i got into jrotc last year, i set high standerds 4 myself. I really wanted 2 succeed and feel proud of something i was gonna stay w/ my whole high school life, but i feel like everybody wants me 2 fail and not have a purpose in it, and i sadly have 2 agree that i'm being overpowered. It's like, i'm pouring my heart out 4 them, and they whip there ass w/ it. I hate it, i'm getting so tired of it, i hate the fact that ppl don't want me around, and that everybody hates me. And i also ate that they're jsut sugar coating everything, i mean, if they don't want me around, the should just say it, so it's clear, and not pitty me, and just tell me straight out that that they don't want me there and they want me 2 go nowhere.
Swimming hasn't gone 2 good ither. I've pissed so many practices in vain. I can't get a ride 2 the pool that much NE more, cuz my dad is like, trying 2 get a new job. And my mom gets out of work at 3:30, and by the time she picks me up and i get 2 the pool it'll b like 4:45 already, and practice ends at 5, so i have no hope there.
Dante's doing good. 2 b honest, he may b the only good thing happening 2 me right now, but it's been getting rocky, cuz we're having out arugements again, which isn't so good.
I joined MP, that stands 4 Military Police, and like, i'm gonna get monster community service 4 it. The thing that sux is that i only have Cesar 2 hang out w/, and that i actually have 2 do work there, which i'm 2 lazy 2 do, lol.
I guess that's aboot it, nothing but bad news, i know. Well, try putting urself in my position, it sux. I know everybody has there problems, and well, i'm not different,
3eece guys....