Say its True
I havent had much time to Update laltey, Sorry lol
+Homecoming is Tonight! Its gonna be Pimp! Alex is my date =)
+Chilled with Alex last night, i love him lol
+Saw Alie and met Daher! I love them also haha
+I love my friends so much, Ash Andrew n Jen came over for a while, it was so much fun
+I love being happy, and laughing.
+Im so glad i let go and gave up on you.
+Im actually PROUD of myself, for once lol
+We all are gonna look hott tonight, AHH I CANT WAIT.
Under Cut is everything. and Details
Homecoming is Tonight, Im so fucking excited!! but i have this feeling that.. there is gonna be alot of stupid Drama, but fuck that and them, im not gonna let them ruin my time.
And plus, me and Alex are gonna look SO hott! and ahhh I cant wait to Dance! or the fucking After partay!!! hahaha We all know whats gonna happen THERE.
"I dont trust myself with you" hahaha oh god, WHO's GETTING LAID TONIGHT?!?!! =P
Yesterday Me and Alex chilled at my house watching movies! it was alotta fun!! "Am i a pretty Accident??!" lol I LOVE YOU!
Than Alie and Daher stopped by, OMG I LOVE THEM!!!!!! It was so cute, ive missed her so much! i guess we are chilling next weekend YAY! and Daher is so cute, and really nice. They are adorable together!!!!!
After that, Andrew, Jen and Ash showed up at my house!!! =) It was halarious, but OMG they all recorded me on their phones and played them at the same time.. i was about to BEAT some ass. Its halarious tho, you should hear my obnoxious laugh! AHAHAHA!!!!!!! and andrew i swear to god if you do that again ill punch you lol
Omg, I love my friends so much!!!!!!!!!
I was so happy yesterday, i just realized lol
So I broke my Camera.. ya.. So im gonna go to Best Buy really fast to see if they can do anything.. HOPEFULLY they can, but i doubt it. and my brother is an ass, and wont let me borrow his, so basically i am screwd. CVS here i come for a dumb disposible one.. fun fun lol
Also like last week, I finally said enough was enough. I was sick of being depressed all the time. Sick of never smiling and haveing it be real, or Laughin and haveing that be real either. I was sick of having no respect for myself and feeling worthless. So, ive changed alot now, thank god, it was just finally time.
I let go, and gave up on him. I dont love him anymore, i am not in love with him anymore, or even wanna be his friend. This might be the best thing i have ever done. and i know you guys think im lieing when i said that, but I actually dont love him anymore. Yes he will always be apart of me, but he doesnt deserve my love or anything from me anymore. Not even my friendship. I am worth more than he has made me feel over the past 6 months. and it took me until just now to realize that. So I wave my middle finger to my past and scream FUCK YOU. cause im over it all.
I know all of you wanted us back together, but it just isnt gonna happen. I will find better, alot better. Someone who wont do this to me, or act like he is 3 years old. I will fall in love again, and i will feel that feeling again. Just not now, i dont want it now anyway lol im so happy being single and doing everything and anything i want. There are a billion boys out there, i have already met alot of amazing ones, but im just not ready to jump into something right now, Cause my heart likes being wild, Crazy, and FREE!
It was actually wierd, i hardly ever thought about him yesterday. Its a sign saying, im actually over it.
Even tho i see him every wednesday, it doesnt mean anything. He is just there. Last wednesday i would look at him and be like.. Omg wtf lol everytime im there he says he doesnt feel good, GET OVER IT. your the one who left ass hole. Maybe if you would fucking grow up and grow some BALLS than maybe you would beable to get over it, fucker.
wow im mean but only Ash Jen and Andrew understand how much i dislike him, and how much he doesnt deserve anything from me or any of us. Angie and Alex i guess just dont undersatnd.
So anyways, Ive been working on my self esteem, and its actually been Working!! I feel pretty now lol, i know im fat but i know im pretty too! well some days haha. and im starting to be my Crazy self again! ITS SO AMAZING AND AWESOME! i love myself. haha
Also i let go of my past, nothing i can do about it now. just move on, and i did that. soooooooo now i just feel free and like a weight got lifted off me, i just feel so good now. i hope this lasts lol
AHHHHHHH HOMECOMING IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i have to start getting ready yo!!!!!!!!!
Ill update later hahaha
+Homecoming is Tonight! Its gonna be Pimp! Alex is my date =)
+Chilled with Alex last night, i love him lol
+Saw Alie and met Daher! I love them also haha
+I love my friends so much, Ash Andrew n Jen came over for a while, it was so much fun
+I love being happy, and laughing.
+Im so glad i let go and gave up on you.
+Im actually PROUD of myself, for once lol
+We all are gonna look hott tonight, AHH I CANT WAIT.
Under Cut is everything. and Details
Homecoming is Tonight, Im so fucking excited!! but i have this feeling that.. there is gonna be alot of stupid Drama, but fuck that and them, im not gonna let them ruin my time.
And plus, me and Alex are gonna look SO hott! and ahhh I cant wait to Dance! or the fucking After partay!!! hahaha We all know whats gonna happen THERE.
"I dont trust myself with you" hahaha oh god, WHO's GETTING LAID TONIGHT?!?!! =P
Yesterday Me and Alex chilled at my house watching movies! it was alotta fun!! "Am i a pretty Accident??!" lol I LOVE YOU!
Than Alie and Daher stopped by, OMG I LOVE THEM!!!!!! It was so cute, ive missed her so much! i guess we are chilling next weekend YAY! and Daher is so cute, and really nice. They are adorable together!!!!!
After that, Andrew, Jen and Ash showed up at my house!!! =) It was halarious, but OMG they all recorded me on their phones and played them at the same time.. i was about to BEAT some ass. Its halarious tho, you should hear my obnoxious laugh! AHAHAHA!!!!!!! and andrew i swear to god if you do that again ill punch you lol
Omg, I love my friends so much!!!!!!!!!
I was so happy yesterday, i just realized lol
So I broke my Camera.. ya.. So im gonna go to Best Buy really fast to see if they can do anything.. HOPEFULLY they can, but i doubt it. and my brother is an ass, and wont let me borrow his, so basically i am screwd. CVS here i come for a dumb disposible one.. fun fun lol
Also like last week, I finally said enough was enough. I was sick of being depressed all the time. Sick of never smiling and haveing it be real, or Laughin and haveing that be real either. I was sick of having no respect for myself and feeling worthless. So, ive changed alot now, thank god, it was just finally time.
I let go, and gave up on him. I dont love him anymore, i am not in love with him anymore, or even wanna be his friend. This might be the best thing i have ever done. and i know you guys think im lieing when i said that, but I actually dont love him anymore. Yes he will always be apart of me, but he doesnt deserve my love or anything from me anymore. Not even my friendship. I am worth more than he has made me feel over the past 6 months. and it took me until just now to realize that. So I wave my middle finger to my past and scream FUCK YOU. cause im over it all.
I know all of you wanted us back together, but it just isnt gonna happen. I will find better, alot better. Someone who wont do this to me, or act like he is 3 years old. I will fall in love again, and i will feel that feeling again. Just not now, i dont want it now anyway lol im so happy being single and doing everything and anything i want. There are a billion boys out there, i have already met alot of amazing ones, but im just not ready to jump into something right now, Cause my heart likes being wild, Crazy, and FREE!
It was actually wierd, i hardly ever thought about him yesterday. Its a sign saying, im actually over it.
Even tho i see him every wednesday, it doesnt mean anything. He is just there. Last wednesday i would look at him and be like.. Omg wtf lol everytime im there he says he doesnt feel good, GET OVER IT. your the one who left ass hole. Maybe if you would fucking grow up and grow some BALLS than maybe you would beable to get over it, fucker.
wow im mean but only Ash Jen and Andrew understand how much i dislike him, and how much he doesnt deserve anything from me or any of us. Angie and Alex i guess just dont undersatnd.
So anyways, Ive been working on my self esteem, and its actually been Working!! I feel pretty now lol, i know im fat but i know im pretty too! well some days haha. and im starting to be my Crazy self again! ITS SO AMAZING AND AWESOME! i love myself. haha
Also i let go of my past, nothing i can do about it now. just move on, and i did that. soooooooo now i just feel free and like a weight got lifted off me, i just feel so good now. i hope this lasts lol
AHHHHHHH HOMECOMING IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i have to start getting ready yo!!!!!!!!!
Ill update later hahaha