You remind me of a song i used to love
So im just getting fed up with everything. I hate rude people, people
that basically dont have hearts, who are cruel and try to bring others
down. FUCK YOU. go away
So im getting a tattoo soon, i was thinking maybe this weekend, but im not sure, i have to find the money for it first, Its just gonna be a star on my wrist, ive wanted it for a while.. sooo.. i think im just gonna go do it. I know it will hurt like a bitch but right now, i dont think it could hurt worse than anything ive been through.
Im so sick of these Scars, they are horrible. and Scar removal cream doesnt work for shit.
Me and Jenny went shopping yesterday, I love that girl so much!! i got 2 new shirts, and this kick ass hoodie. Youll see me wearin them around
I wrote Nels a myspace message, $20 says he doesnt write back.
Andrew broke my guitar, and i got so pissed about it yesterday.. Even tho i stopped playing cause we dont have money to get lessons, it was still my everything, i loved that guitar, and i dont have the money to get it fixed, and if my dad finds out.. well.. most of you know what will happen.
Im gonna start working for my Grandma. She does my Dads accounting stuff, so she can teach me more about it. And im just gonna do things around her house, i mean she is 82 years old, she needs a little help lol So ya that way i can keep my cell phone. thank god.
Tomorrows Youth club.. yuck.. I can already tell im just gonna be in a depressed mood.. fun fun.. Then he can walk all over me some more, and kill me some more. He doesnt even know he does it.
Does anyone care enough to just shoot me?
I couldn't call you if I wanted
my fingers couldn't work if they tried
they're so sore from keeping crossed
and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms
if I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love
So im getting a tattoo soon, i was thinking maybe this weekend, but im not sure, i have to find the money for it first, Its just gonna be a star on my wrist, ive wanted it for a while.. sooo.. i think im just gonna go do it. I know it will hurt like a bitch but right now, i dont think it could hurt worse than anything ive been through.
Im so sick of these Scars, they are horrible. and Scar removal cream doesnt work for shit.
Me and Jenny went shopping yesterday, I love that girl so much!! i got 2 new shirts, and this kick ass hoodie. Youll see me wearin them around
I wrote Nels a myspace message, $20 says he doesnt write back.
Andrew broke my guitar, and i got so pissed about it yesterday.. Even tho i stopped playing cause we dont have money to get lessons, it was still my everything, i loved that guitar, and i dont have the money to get it fixed, and if my dad finds out.. well.. most of you know what will happen.
Im gonna start working for my Grandma. She does my Dads accounting stuff, so she can teach me more about it. And im just gonna do things around her house, i mean she is 82 years old, she needs a little help lol So ya that way i can keep my cell phone. thank god.
Tomorrows Youth club.. yuck.. I can already tell im just gonna be in a depressed mood.. fun fun.. Then he can walk all over me some more, and kill me some more. He doesnt even know he does it.
Does anyone care enough to just shoot me?
I couldn't call you if I wanted
my fingers couldn't work if they tried
they're so sore from keeping crossed
and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms
if I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie
I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love