I thought it would get easier.

Nov 20, 2008 13:23

My heart hurts every single time I think about them. My friends. My two buddies that were there throughout the wonder years with me. The ones who crashed and burned when I did, and who dreamed and struggled when I did. Ugh. I've never had heart burn until now. I miss them always. Sometimes I wish that I could trade them places. And I do my best to live every day as a memorial to them and what they would want me to be.

Besides that, things are pretty good. My life hasn't been this drama-free in almost a decade. A diamond fell out of my ring. I've pretty much given up on finding it. If that's the worst part of my day though, I'll take it.
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