B-day-bonanza
Its my 'party' and I'll cry if I want to...
Cheers! A new year of life is upon me and though these days leading up to it have been less then great; I'll make anew and begin again.
Today I just hung out at Saturday market with mi madre and made some birthday purchases and tomorrow the fam. and I are going to Noho's for dinner. Should be pretty good. Nothing terribly exciting, but alas I have faced that growing older isn't always going to be marked with insane-crazy-fun every year. And besides, I'll celebrate my birthday when I go back to Carthage.
So for now I am calm, I need to stay calm and at rest. Being upset and stressed about all that I've lost and have, am, will lose due to my 'recovery time' here in Oregon is not going to stop, and I do have every right every once in a while to get a little down about it, but remember that I am going back and though some of these were once in a life time, I'm sure I will find different, unique once in a life time opportunity of another sorts. Life will continue and I can only make the best with what I have and try.
Ps. Bryan sent me roses. This kid melts my heart.
{32 days}
Cheers! A new year of life is upon me and though these days leading up to it have been less then great; I'll make anew and begin again.
Today I just hung out at Saturday market with mi madre and made some birthday purchases and tomorrow the fam. and I are going to Noho's for dinner. Should be pretty good. Nothing terribly exciting, but alas I have faced that growing older isn't always going to be marked with insane-crazy-fun every year. And besides, I'll celebrate my birthday when I go back to Carthage.
So for now I am calm, I need to stay calm and at rest. Being upset and stressed about all that I've lost and have, am, will lose due to my 'recovery time' here in Oregon is not going to stop, and I do have every right every once in a while to get a little down about it, but remember that I am going back and though some of these were once in a life time, I'm sure I will find different, unique once in a life time opportunity of another sorts. Life will continue and I can only make the best with what I have and try.
Ps. Bryan sent me roses. This kid melts my heart.
{32 days}