Exactly!
It has been exactly one whole month since I last posted. A lot has happened, so I won't even try to fully recap it. Basically, some things have changed and...I wouldn't say they were for the better...but, it was yet another lesson in coping with the dreadful events that occur in life, the very many unfortunate events. However, as I said I gave it all time and have come to terms, for the most part, with all that has gone down in my life. I am moving on, up, forward and I'll be okay. I'm still confused and unsure about certain aspects of my life which displeases me greatly, but, without being to repetitive, I am going to accept it and continue on with living this life. What a great life and a precious life.
{You'd be wise to not toss yourself around as well.}
If anyone may or may not be interested in the countdown, my dear friends, its three days. It seems like ages ago I began counting down, it seemed like I would never feel this excitement and joy and now...I'm so close. I'm actually afraid to get worked up about it because it feels as though everything in life, and specifically this year, that has ever brought me any joy, hope or general happiness has been squashed, dumped on, kicked, smashed, torn up, cut open and left to die. So my hesitance to really let myself get ecstatic about my current status is a bit understandable, but, to be honest, I couldn't be more overjoyed with it finally being here.
I dream of when this current phase of my life seems so far ago and I'm once again enveloped into the world I've been craving and thinking of. My rightful place, I will be there once again.
This is my life.
{3 days}
{You'd be wise to not toss yourself around as well.}
If anyone may or may not be interested in the countdown, my dear friends, its three days. It seems like ages ago I began counting down, it seemed like I would never feel this excitement and joy and now...I'm so close. I'm actually afraid to get worked up about it because it feels as though everything in life, and specifically this year, that has ever brought me any joy, hope or general happiness has been squashed, dumped on, kicked, smashed, torn up, cut open and left to die. So my hesitance to really let myself get ecstatic about my current status is a bit understandable, but, to be honest, I couldn't be more overjoyed with it finally being here.
I dream of when this current phase of my life seems so far ago and I'm once again enveloped into the world I've been craving and thinking of. My rightful place, I will be there once again.
This is my life.
{3 days}