Mar 25, 2008 20:28
so. i haven't spoken to dave all day. arghhhhhhhhh
i need to stop caring it's annoying me because i'm just going to get hurt otherwise.
steph's still texting him and being a bitch. it's actually making me want to cry, it's just because i know he must still love her and i really like him and don't want to lose him. and that's what's pissing me off is that i care so fucking much. i've only been seeing him for a month and a half and i need to keep my guard up because he's screwing me around a bit and can't let it get to me. bah.
my friend james got a job at butlins as a bartender so if i get the job there i can get free drinks after work and stuff! coool.
i hate how boys seem to be able to control your feelings. i'm happy when dave makes me happy and i'm pissed off when he pisses me off. ugh.
come back kyle.
dave,
butlins,
kyle