again
k well i suppose this post is going to be completely about dave again but oh well.
i underestimated him. he's actually such a nice guy. the seeing other girls rumours are all shit and i had a massive long chat with him last night and the reason he's been pulling away is because he's trying not to get too attached because he's got a bit of an issue with the age gap. he just doesn't want to be in a relationship with me when i turn 18 and go clubbing ect, because he has serious trust issues with girls (for a good reason) and he was actually going to finish it with me the other day because he can't see us going into a proper relationship but he "couldn't bring himself to it because he'd be gutted if he stopped seeing me". its hard. we both really like eachother and i just want to show him what a good girlfriend is but i don't know whether that's going to happen. we need another talk really.
you know when someone tells you something important and you talk about it ect then you think about it loads and wish you said stuff at the time? i get that, i just need some time to process it all before i get out what i want to say.
oh welllllll.
but yeah, dave's good. anything i said about the stuff about him i take back.
i want him properly :(
[EDIT]
i forgot stuff.
steph's stopped hassling dave, she's seeing someone else so isn't bored anymore and has just fucked off. yay.
i didnt get that job at butlins :( but i've got an interview at the norfolk arms hotel in arundel which is nicer, better job and closer anyway so yay again.
AND OMG I FOROGOT!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE MY DRIVING TEST TOMORROW. WISH ME LOTS AND LOTS OF LUCK PLEASE! 1.33PM THINK OF MEEEEEEE.
i underestimated him. he's actually such a nice guy. the seeing other girls rumours are all shit and i had a massive long chat with him last night and the reason he's been pulling away is because he's trying not to get too attached because he's got a bit of an issue with the age gap. he just doesn't want to be in a relationship with me when i turn 18 and go clubbing ect, because he has serious trust issues with girls (for a good reason) and he was actually going to finish it with me the other day because he can't see us going into a proper relationship but he "couldn't bring himself to it because he'd be gutted if he stopped seeing me". its hard. we both really like eachother and i just want to show him what a good girlfriend is but i don't know whether that's going to happen. we need another talk really.
you know when someone tells you something important and you talk about it ect then you think about it loads and wish you said stuff at the time? i get that, i just need some time to process it all before i get out what i want to say.
oh welllllll.
but yeah, dave's good. anything i said about the stuff about him i take back.
i want him properly :(
[EDIT]
i forgot stuff.
steph's stopped hassling dave, she's seeing someone else so isn't bored anymore and has just fucked off. yay.
i didnt get that job at butlins :( but i've got an interview at the norfolk arms hotel in arundel which is nicer, better job and closer anyway so yay again.
AND OMG I FOROGOT!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE MY DRIVING TEST TOMORROW. WISH ME LOTS AND LOTS OF LUCK PLEASE! 1.33PM THINK OF MEEEEEEE.