094.
The insecurities are back. It's slowly seeping in. I was better then but I think I'm turning back to how I was then. Sighs.
Today is February 6. How come I don't forget it now that things are over as compared to when we were together. I can imagine how next month would be. When things were so close to a year but I guess everyone gives up at some point. Time doesn't make relationships stronger. Even if you've been together for a long time, you could still lose it any day. Relationships are fragile no matter what the foundation is. Even if you start off as friends, even if you give it your everything, everyone's bound to leave. Relationship will always be like walking on thin ice. It's not something that gives you a feeling of security. It's something that'll keep you on the edge, keep you treading carefully because you know that you can fall through the ice anytime and break. As much as relationships make you stronger, it's one of the biggest things that'll break you.
As much as trusting goes or trusting the person to never hurt you, that's bullshit. You will get hurt.
Today is February 6. How come I don't forget it now that things are over as compared to when we were together. I can imagine how next month would be. When things were so close to a year but I guess everyone gives up at some point. Time doesn't make relationships stronger. Even if you've been together for a long time, you could still lose it any day. Relationships are fragile no matter what the foundation is. Even if you start off as friends, even if you give it your everything, everyone's bound to leave. Relationship will always be like walking on thin ice. It's not something that gives you a feeling of security. It's something that'll keep you on the edge, keep you treading carefully because you know that you can fall through the ice anytime and break. As much as relationships make you stronger, it's one of the biggest things that'll break you.
As much as trusting goes or trusting the person to never hurt you, that's bullshit. You will get hurt.