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Jul 25, 2011 07:32

 Is it bad that I've gotten used to this? Or how things are? That it's okay if I don't catch you online or if I don't get the chance to talk to you? Sure I get lonely once in a while but its not much of a big deal? I think about you yes, but I'm not as attached as I used to? Days lately has just been all about playing. I don't really talk to anyone as much as I used to. At least  I get scenes often that lasts almost the whole day, keeps me busy. Perhaps I've learned to cling less and just accept the fact that things might just end up the way as they are now. It probably isn't much of a big deal.

But I miss you though. I miss you a lot. I'll keep missing you.

On other things, can I use the excuse "my heart's not into it" for school? Odd, I started thinking of just not finishing, my heart's not in it. As usual, I am uninspired and unmotivated to finish school work. i just hope  I get through this.

The timing's always off. I wonder how many times I've said this lately...

Nothing's happening lately. Days just come and go.

not enough, i know, acceptance, me, lonely, unimportant, priority, thoughts, failure

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