you know when...?
You know when you want to go out, but your friends dont, or they flake, and a variety of other circumstances, so you end up bummed out because you were excited to go do stuff and instead you end up sitting on your ass, doing exactly what you didn't want to do?
Welcome to the last month or two of my life. And to tonight. Is it so much to ask to want to go out on the one night a year EVERYONE is at the bars? It's just a fun energy to be around and damnit i was down. CJ said she was, we had plans with Logan to go to bars, and Erick was going to do karaoke, which I am always down for. And yet, after getting ready to go out and gettin' all stoked, I've now been sitting here ready to go on my living room floor for three hours. AHHHGGHGHGHGHG.
Logan wasn't ready until late, and then by the time she was at a bar and ready to tell us to meet her it was too late for Celeste to think it was even worth going (plus she'd invited some other peeps to stop by for a minute to say hi, which automatically means 30-45 mins minimum), and by that point, Erick informed me that karaoke wasn't happening and people were peacin' out.
So here I am, sitting in my couchless living room, still dressed, jewelry next to me in a pile, doing nothing but writing in this godforesaken journal. Why!???!!!
Welcome to the last month or two of my life. And to tonight. Is it so much to ask to want to go out on the one night a year EVERYONE is at the bars? It's just a fun energy to be around and damnit i was down. CJ said she was, we had plans with Logan to go to bars, and Erick was going to do karaoke, which I am always down for. And yet, after getting ready to go out and gettin' all stoked, I've now been sitting here ready to go on my living room floor for three hours. AHHHGGHGHGHGHG.
Logan wasn't ready until late, and then by the time she was at a bar and ready to tell us to meet her it was too late for Celeste to think it was even worth going (plus she'd invited some other peeps to stop by for a minute to say hi, which automatically means 30-45 mins minimum), and by that point, Erick informed me that karaoke wasn't happening and people were peacin' out.
So here I am, sitting in my couchless living room, still dressed, jewelry next to me in a pile, doing nothing but writing in this godforesaken journal. Why!???!!!