...this sucks...

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the past 3 days i have been stayn the nite with this guy josh ay my g ma's house...he is my older cousin turks bf's son....theres no relation at all lol...and omg he is the sweetest guy in the world...he is like so fricken gorgeous...yes i mean gorgeous...he understands me and cares about me oh so much...he told me that i have a beautiful personality and that im beautiful all together...i was with him the whole time i was there...it was like we were unseperble...it was that bad...we had pillow fights and we flirted so bad like it was nobodys buisness lol...then when wed say goodnight hed give me the longest hugs ever...they were such great hugs that it was even better then getting a kiss...we have so much in common and everything...i like him a whole lot and he feels the same about me too..now ur thinkn...this entry seems happy and nuttn in here seems like something sucks...well the thing that does is we cant ever be together bczu he lives with his mom in grand rapids...=( it sucks so bad...i couldnt go to sleep at all last nite cuz i kept thinkn about josh and i was cryn non stop...then today he had to go home and we were juss sitting here talkn and then out of no where he walks up to me and juss gives me a huge hug and he said that hes gunna miss me a lot and he wouldnt let go then he had to cuz my lil cousin walked in...but yeah it was juss great...then he was telling me how much of a cutie i am and that im the greatest person that he ever met and that he wants to be my best friend for a very long time and all that....then when he finally had to leave my g ma took a pic of us together so yeah that makes me happy and then he gave me a hug goodbye and we were jus standing there with are arms wrapped around eachother for a long time and i went to go pull away and he took his hand on my back and juss pulled me back right back in him and hugged me longer and he was like by savannah ill miss u so much and i told him that ill miss him too and were still gunna talk online and stuff and yeah...then he left...errrrrrrrrr this really sucks...he tried to get his mom to let him move there but nooooo....i dont like his mom very much lol...but i will be waiting for him...i swear we are soulmates...i mean we juss have to be...i juss want to be with him so bad that it juss kills me...i swear we will be someday...i juss know it...well im really tired so yeah nite!!! <33 Savannah Kay

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