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i am soooo tired....i was up on the phone with mikey for awhile last nite...lol..it was fun...im super happy that he still forgives for all the shyt i put him through...i still HATE myself for it...but yeah...ummmmmm...im very hungry too plus i ahve some work to do for schoolso i can pas some classes...errr i hate it...ummmmm...i miss a lot of ppl that has left me =( it sux...but hey if they are happy where they are at then im happy for them....i think i might be getting sick....but i highly doubt it...u know what i hate???...i hate it when guys think they can mess with u and tell u all of these false facts about "some random guy" liking u and wanting u and all that shyt...it hurts my feelings...this happens to me all the f***n time...ahhhh..o well il get over it...then i havent talked to josh since the last time i seen him...i miss him a lot!!!...exams are coming up and oh what a drag its gunna be...o well...hmmmmmm...my old friend katie that has mived last year wants to rekindel things between us...i sorta want to also but idk how im gunna do that...i mean her and i have been friends since like 7th grade and yeah shes like a sis to me..so yeah idk whats gunna happen...id like to talk to mike allen again....i miss him so f***n much too =(...i hate when ppl go bye bye!!!...it really sux!!!....ummmm the only lil bro i have left is jake and his b day is coming up so i have to get him something lol....ummmmm...juss found out my new freind brian is moving at the end of this year...=(...i swear everytime i become friends with someone...they have to go bye bye!!!....errrrr...then my friend shane is leaving...hes going back to cleavland ohio where he juss came from...so yeah idk...my ex david strong (online bf)....tryed to kil himself the other day bcuz of em so that sets the cherry right on top of my new year...oh and my ex dylan...has left...i still really cared about him very much and we were still really good friends...im gunna miss him badly..hell i already do...then my ex david plodzien's brother timmy keeps telling me that david never stops talkn about me and how much he misses me and all that stuffz....im beginng to think that even i miss him a lot too...plus i have a confession to make...remember how i said that the reason y him and i broke up was bcuz he was trying to pressure me into having sex with im???...well...it all wasnt his fault...him and i would have talks about it every once and a great while and sometimes wed even joke about it...juss that one nite for some stupid f***d up reason...i thought he was serious...and u all knowing me i jumped to conclusions...and yeah...so idk whats gunna happen...i really want to start talkn to him again and see what happens...hmmmm....my phone is working again!!! yayyyyy!!! lol...that shouldve been a lil clue when i said that i was on the phone for a long time last nite but o well...juss felt like mentioning it...ummmm donnie and sarah broke up awhile ago...i guess he cheated on her and what not...so yeah...jimmy and i are still not talking...i dont think we ever will again...so yeah idk...oh then bryon has like completely stopped talkn to me...he ignores me online and at school...i mean wtf?...its really gay u know...errrrr....monday i wore a cute outfit that was a skirt and la that jazz and i got a lot of complimets...lol..good ones too so ill wear it again soon...*hehehe*!!!...ummmmm...my hair is alil different...only some ppl noticed that its different but o well..i love it anyway!!!....ill be 16 in 184 days so ppl get to shopping..lmao!!!...chris and i hasnt been talking cuz i gues something is wrong with him so yeah...i guess him and i are juss through!!! =(...i stil have justin and cassi of course!!...they are always here for me and i love them ta death...im glad that they are back together when they did break up fpr like only a day..lol..oh then over break me sarah and justin went and seen fun with dicka nd jane and it was funnnnnny...me and justin had a skittle fight and then we almost fell asleep on eachothers heads in the theater cuz we were too loud and hyper that we wore ourselevs out...i guess we are truly the coolest bro and sis in the world!!!...im lucky to have him...now cassi...that is my girl for sure...we were meant for eachother...*hahaha* u all know how i meant that!!! but yeah im serious...idk what id do without the either of them!!!...gosh this is a lot of shyt!!!...i swear from now on i will update almsot everyday so u all dont have to read all of this!!! lol...im gunna go and eat and all that!!!...<3 Savannah Kay