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well i havent updated in awhile so i feel like juss making a list of what has been going on lately....not in order juss the first things that come to my head....so yeah....ummmmm....well mike & i are talking again....i am sooooo super happy now...i juss couldnt take it any longer....i missed him too much...ummmmm....my ex tyler is back now too....he uses his g*ma's pc now so that makes me really happy too...i love and i missed him lots...ummmmmm...my concert tueday was alright i guess....i couldnt have done it without my bandmates...i love them all lotz n lotz lol....ummmmmm....i guess jimmy & i are truely done with eachother...i mean this fight that we juss had i think will be the last...not as in oh were friends again no more fighting...im talkn about were juss done being friends...that way we can never end up having a fight again...ummmmm....christmas in 3 days...im kinda excited...but yeah im like depressed....cuz the other day i told that guy chris who was like a broher to me but not anymore cuz well i told him how i really felt about him the whole time....and well yeah i think were done too...ummmmmm...my bro doug moved a week ago i think...i miss him sooooo fuckn much...i cried and cried and cried when he left...at least i was able to say goodbye to him....ummmm....now karly is gone and i didnt even get to say goodbye to her...when i read her lj....i signed off AIM and everything else and sat in my room and juss cried....i couldnt stop...i mean this girl is my sister...she always had my back and i could go to her for anything....i love her so much as if she was my flesh and blood....i cant believe she had to go...=(...ummmmm....my friend bryon that i liked and still kinda does hates me now i think....i mean yeah he told me something and yeah and i juss think that he doesnt like me very much anymore so yeah....ummmmmm....sarah and donnie's realtionship is going pretty good...they are so cute..lol...also donnie and i have been closer then ever...he doesnt use me to see whats up with sarah all them damn time and to tell him a plat by play of whats going on with her like jimmy did....he treats me as a real friend so yeah w/e....ummmmm....justin and i is as close as ever...thats my big bro 4life i swear it...and i juss love him ta death...plus his gf cassi is like omg...she is my sister 4life...i juss love her lotz too lol...idk what id do without them...ummmmm....simple plan is still my life of course lol....ummmm...im single and sorta lookn i guess....i juss dont want to get hurt again...so yeah....ummmmmm....gosh i guess there really isnt anymore shit to say so yeah..im gunna go eat something....byez!!! <33 Savannah aka Miss Piggy aka Savannaherz