Sometimes I wonder if its possible to die from lack of intimacy, and not sexual, I mean the kind where you're emotionally close and that closeness normally means some physical is there but I'm not talking about that as much as the emotional. I feel so detached from everyone, I go out a laugh and joke but I feel hollow and its really starting to eat ( Read more... )

I'm going to write to people and not say who they are, you should know if i'm talking to you and no i will not say who everyone is, that includes you. You aren't special for this one ( Read more... )

I wish i could describe mental pain i'm in, but whats it matter, its my fault.

Fuck revelation, and fuck broken promises.

I'm sitting in the student center skipping class yet again, i should really go to class, or care about it for that matter, but I don't, I don't care about school anymore, well besides bio cause that is the only class of interest to me right now. I wasn't even going to drive out here today, I didn't think it worth my time, but my mom got pissy and ( Read more... )

Fair warning the following is political banter and i encourage you to comment, but please do so in the form of exchanging ideas not personal attacks ( Read more... )

So today has been weird, I can't stop picturing the most fucked up or impossible things and my bio professor used the word nookie in proper context as if its an everyday word, it was amazing.

so how about i love getting sick with unknown virus and ending up in the hospital for like 3 hours and feeling this shit, its pretty cool.

so i've decided to make a list of people that matter to me, you don't need to give a fuck as to why, if you're on the list you do ( Read more... )

My life has had plenty of note worthy events, just none that I could really put in to my lj, they didn't make sense being here. To much has been going on for it to be boiled down and put in here. So this update is, there's lots going on, not anything that can go here.

I wish i was more tactful, and could handle things better than a fourth grade level. I'm dumb sometimes.