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Sometimes I wonder if its possible to die from lack of intimacy, and not sexual, I mean the kind where you're emotionally close and that closeness normally means some physical is there but I'm not talking about that as much as the emotional. I feel so detached from everyone, I go out a laugh and joke but I feel hollow and its really starting to eat at me. I hope no one takes this the wrong way, I love my friends, and they do what they can for me, I'm just lacking feeling close to anyone anymore, distance or other bullshit is in they way with the people I know I should be. I'm sure some will right this off as a whiny bitch fest, but they don't know who I am anymore. Fuck it, I'm getting upset thinking about it again.