Despair 1
What's going on? I have amnesia!
There's definitely a reason. Maybe I can use logic to figure out what kind of person I am. Let's see... what kind of person would lose their memories?
I've got it! The kind of person who would lose all their memories is... someone who doesn't want to remember anything. In other words, someone with a past so horrible that they don't want to remember it anymore! Indeed, amnesia is very convenient; it lets you get away with doing all sorts of horrible things without having to take responsibility for it! After all, you can't feel guilt about something if you don't remember doing it!
But if that's the case... what kind of things did I do?
Instead of guilt, I'm feeling doubt! Maybe it's better to know what I've done, because if I don't know, then I'll obviously assume the worst! Maybe I was a crime lord! Maybe I was a serial killer! Maybe I was a rapist!
I'M IN DESPAIR!
My almost certainly horrifying past has left me in despair!
There's definitely a reason. Maybe I can use logic to figure out what kind of person I am. Let's see... what kind of person would lose their memories?
I've got it! The kind of person who would lose all their memories is... someone who doesn't want to remember anything. In other words, someone with a past so horrible that they don't want to remember it anymore! Indeed, amnesia is very convenient; it lets you get away with doing all sorts of horrible things without having to take responsibility for it! After all, you can't feel guilt about something if you don't remember doing it!
But if that's the case... what kind of things did I do?
Instead of guilt, I'm feeling doubt! Maybe it's better to know what I've done, because if I don't know, then I'll obviously assume the worst! Maybe I was a crime lord! Maybe I was a serial killer! Maybe I was a rapist!
I'M IN DESPAIR!
My almost certainly horrifying past has left me in despair!