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so. last night was interesting.
it's still amazes me. all the lies that come from my mouth.
he won't accept the fact that i want a friendship.
when he "seems" okay with it, he continues to lie.
liars don't make good husbands.. they don't make good friends either.
i don't care who he wants to be with. at all.
i've moved on with my life.
but when you invite another girl into my home, when i'm not around, while your watching MY son, to drink?
you must be out of your fucking mind.
to think that i would be okay with it.
over my dead body.
and as for the whore with a gut that should really learn to use her stomach muscles?
what the hell.
why are you such a pussy? honestly.
if you are old enough to sleep with a married father, then you are old enough to accept all that comes with it.
i will never like you.
regardless of the fact that josh and i aren't together.
you ruined my family. and you took my sons father away from him.
you've turned him into the shit that he was before.
you can have him.
but you will always have a problem with me.
by the way, when you "try" to act hard over the phone if you want people to believe you, you probably shouldn't run when you get called out.
it only proves everyones point that you really are the pussy that everyone agrees you are.
i told you i wasn't kidding.
and as for all of those dirty looks i got last night.
i don't give a fuck what you think of me.
you can kiss my white ass.
until you've devoted your life to a person, married them, and carried their child for 9 months only for them to fuck you over for 3 years straight.
dont fucking tell me what i should and should not do.
especially when we were chill and you decided to choose that asshole over me.
you honestly think you know him? you have no FUCKING clue.
do me a favor?
don't be a naive prick and lose the one good thing you have in your life over ego and the typical "oh, i'm hardcore" bullshit. you're not all you're cracked up to be.
you're just a person amongst many others who has gotten too full of himself.
other then that drama bullshit.
i'm happy with my life.
i am happy things are over with that chapter of my life.
i'm ready to move on.
i've met some wonderful people. some that you know. some that you don't.
my business is my business. keep it that way.
there is a reason i keep shit to myself.
if you honestly have to go digging through anything and everything just find out what im doing in my life..
well, im flattered really. that i mean that much that you spend you're time involving yourself in my business.
thanks. but no thanks.
i love my friends. and i don't give a fuck who likes it or not. you won't change my mind. or their's.
get a life. please.