(no subject)
so.
a lot of things have been going on lately.
lots of stress to come with.
i am so tired of crying and being angry.
this has got to change.
we've decided to be friends. i love him to death.
it's just too much right now.
i don't know what happened to us.
i know he loves me with everything and that he wants me to stay.
but it's not healthy for either of us.
i think we're driving eachother crazy.
sometimes he scares me.
i think we need to see other people.
who knows.. maybe a long the way we find eachother again and what we once had.
atleast this way, if it wasn't meant to be.. we weren't holding on to something that wasn't ours.
so, my two best girls.
tay and tara.
and my little man, aiden faiden.
i love them lots.
this weekend with them was awesome.
good laughs. fun tramp. yummy alcohol.
there were a few scares here and there.
some issues.
but i think we can always have a fun time no matter what we're doing.
even if its chillin on the couch with knives.. watchin the window.
hahaha.
today better be a good day.
i might sock someone in the face if they irritate me.