Feeling a bit more... at home. For the time being.
My room mates are moved out. Their coming Tuesday to clean their mess up; and it'll all be just a memory. I am very much glad to have my house back. I have a lot to do before the holidays. Like organizing the garage shelves, and turning the garage into a guest bedroom. Also, getting the house nice and 'homely' looking before Steve's dad arrives xmas eve from CT. BUT first things first. Monday, Tomorrow Monday. Thanks to Maggi I have to start everything on a Monday or it throws me out of whack. I am starting tonight, for what will really start tomorrow; getting back onto a schedule. Bed by no later than 11, up when Cameron gets up for school, and work on my school work from 9-noon, that's the first set of goals to get back to. it was working really well before; room mates, getting sick and well; room mates. Their needy little things. I'm in my last few weeks of math, so ever so grateful for that. I really hate math. It'll be a little smoother sailing after the math is over. In the mean time, Just getting through it; and hope that it's above a 70%.... I'm really distant from others right now, and for once I don't mind it. I think Steve's rubbing off on me, I am not feeling the need for people. Or maybe I Just gave up on them. I don't know. I hate the holidays, I hate Thanks giving and the end of Nov the most. Sadly only 2 people in my life really know why. I'm waiting till the holidays are over, but... why keep people around who don't want me around or could forget me in the drop of a hat? there isn't a reason. Exactly. So here's to tomorrow, lets see what she brings.