just thoughts
i know that nobody reads these things but me so i guess i can just talk all the shit i want. blah blah blah blah blah. well i cant stop thinking about him i mean its only been 2 days and he's on my mind like crazy. wut kills me the most is that i cant talk to him. i mean yesterday i texted him but no answer. i no he's busy with school and sleeping and work but just let me no ur alive, dude. my problem is that im just letting my thoughts get the best of me. its like yesterday i didnt talk to him and im already thinking oh my god he hates me, he doesnt want to talk to me, he just used me and now we wont talk for months. i hope its not like that. i mean i dont wanna get my hopes up but still that night was nice... REAL nice! but i just have the worst luck with guys... well class is starting so ill do this later day!