Fuck Popular Opinion.
I hope anyone acquainted with me never tries to say they know me. Philosophy has become to me words that have been said by other people and myself that hold a little bit more value than rubbish. Je déteste beaucoup des choses, mais un chose que j'ai du dégout pour est quand quelque personne arréte parler avec moi parce qu'elle m'a aimé. One thing learned from the Spanish, "Cuando amor no es locure, mo es amour." Why would anyone fall in love with somebody who isn't crazy about them? The spanish put it so simply, but it doesn't always work out that way. Sex can be fun casually, just don't let your emotions get involved. Micheal Moore is a jackass. I hate Bush as much as the next person, but fanatics tend to lose my respect faster. The ratio between "fun to be with" senior citizens and tolerable people my age is alarming. I wish North Korea would start a war about now. That would teach the rest of the world how foolish we are to have started all of these shinanigans with Iraq. When I am lonely I tend to drop things on the floor and stare at it for hours. I thing prostitutes are magnificent, graceful, mysterious and dangerous creature. I love the elegance of filth soaked lace and the notion that a girl that at one time was innocent has anything far from innocence on her mind. I think gay people are amusing and in general are very caring people. I can't relate to any sex-hungry guys. I wish a lot more people respected women the way I do. Not as women, but as people, as equals among me, not to be treated differently from one person to the next. I wish people wouldn't bitch so much about things like that. A majority of them follow the same routine and the same damn flock of sheep everyday anyway, they've got nothing to worry about. I wish a lot of people that I've seen at some point in my life would just go back into their secluded little worlds and leave people who like to live openly alone. In fact, I want to say to all the people like that, that I've met, fuck you, and thanks for all the help. Those will be the people who backstab their way to the top of management in some crappy office job. Pessimism is the best way to live. As was once said by somebody who I look up to greatly. If things don't work out, you're not disappointed, and if they do, it's pleasant surprise. I love acting, but there are people I never have a persona around. I need not wear masks for my best of friends. I feel emotions are important to me. For some people, emotions are cheap. Those are the ones that don't regrette taking advantage of you. Sometimes I think I deserve everything I get. I'm not one to wallow, but it's more bad than good. Then I have people that tell me I'm a wonderful person, or I'm a good friend or my favourite "you're a one of a kind." Bless those, people because they see something in me. As if I didn't, but I hate to admitt that at times I hate me. Yeah, I'm cranky most of the time. I feel that I can be. Why not? I can dislike everything everyone else likes because I am one of a kind. A one of kind person has a one of a kind life. The key is ONE. Now where would I take it from here? Conceipt, or defeat?Who the hell cares, I come from where the asphualt melts. I know who I am. I am one who loves, who hates, who feels and endless sea of fluctuating words that massage my brain like a little old japanese masseur. It feels good. Fuck popular opinion!