In four days I will be a CCA graduate! I am so stoked about it, but not because I am graduating (it still hasn't sunk in yet). Rayna will be making a trip out here just to see me graduate because she never got to see me graduate high school. I am so excited I can hardly contain it!!! I miss her sooo much...

On the topic of Rayna... she just started ( Read more... )

So I was reading my past entries... I have to say I am quite astonished at how morbid they have been getting. I know it is an online journal, and journals are meant for venting, but really? It makes it seem like nothing good has been happening to me, which is totally not the case! So this post is going to be about nothing other than positive things ( Read more... )

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Had a long thought today about things. Wondering about my life, my family, my friends, my career, my education... general things that one must think about eventually. This led me to realize something extremely important ( Read more... )

So I lost something kinda important to me on Halloween. I mean, yes it's a material possession, but I've had it for a while, and it became a part of me. I wore it all the time and now its gone... so I need to get another one. Kinda silly huh ( Read more... )

So my last few posts have seemed so overly dramatic. I read them and they actually seem a little pathetic. These past three days I have been extremely happy. I don't know exactly why... things just seem to be okay. I got my windshield replaced, I've gotten more hours every day for the past four days, I have been sleeping better (only a little bit ( Read more... )

So I have been contemplating my life as of late. Where am I heading? What am I doing? Why am I here? I know these questions wont be answered overnight, but I can assure you that is usually how long i think about them ( Read more... )

When I say, "I love you." I'm not saying it because I have to. I make the choice to accept you as the person you are and love you for those reasons. It's not something to be taken lightly.

I feel as if I'm stuck in a rut. More like a chasm, in which there is no hope for escape. Mike and I are on hiatus at this point. Only a little more than seven ( Read more... )

so, i  have felt extremely frustrated lately. School is getting more troublesome, work hasn't improved...and wont, and i still don't know how to describe exactly how i feel. its like im lost, in a maze like a mouse, but without light, and my sense of smell, and have no whiskers so i will bump into the walls. why does this happen?...grrr ( Read more... )