Nov 21, 2005 11:06
i feel like crap. i should, right?
this is the process of letting go and moving on.
it hurts.
JP wants to get back together with me, i'm pretty sure.
me & brit hung out with him last night.
i thought his friends were hot.
i snorted 3 lines of blow.
i am so sad.
what's up with me, i'm going down.
it made me feel so happy, though.
so happy last night.
i almost convinced myself i still had feelings for JP
i'm pretty sure i don't.
please let me snap out of this.
for the first time in my life i really have no idea if R & i are done for good.
it sucks.
i would rather know for sure.
like, he said he's deciding to try things with his ex.
ok, i'm stupid.
we're over.