i hope you die a slow and painful death
wow, last night was f-cking nuts.
R called me out of nowhere & the first thing he said was ..
.."You're not supposed to pick up the phone, i wanted to leave a message"
i go sarcastically, "Ok.. you want me to hang up?"
dumbass.
so basically that set the tone for the rest of our conversation.
brief synopsis = R accused me of saying to people that we hooked up last weekend so it would f-ck up his new/old relationship with his ex-girlfriend so they couldn't be together and she would lose his trust with him.
"i guess u got what u wanted..." he said to me.
uhhhhh... can i say this a little louder?
F-CK YOU.
He has some f-cked up teeth, he is not hot, & he's accusing me of being desperate so i could f-ck things up with his ex?
please, honey.
i would never even dream of that.
NEVER take a f-cking blow on my pride, you will get f-cked with.
"i mean if you can't have me, no one else will, right?" <- R running his mouth.
F-ck you, son.
i would never stoop that low to get pleasure like that.
although it is funny, how some rumor got spread around that i'm trying to break them apart, his ex still doesn't trust him.
now he is with no one & its his own damn fault.
damn, you are a compulsive liar.
f-cking loser.
what did i see in him?
i never cared enough to try to f-ck up his pathetic life, i don't think i would do that over a future cheating husband.
especially not this snaggletooth.
get f-cking invisalign & crest whitestrips.
but WOW God Almighty, was i pissed last night.
JP called and could tell i was heated.
i seriously had murder on my mind, especially after being so messed around with mentally this whole week by R
i wanted to kill him.
no f-cking lie, no f-cking exaggerated use of words.
i wanted to kill that motherf-cker.
with my bare hands, for all the sh-t i went through my whole life.
not even for this sophomore-rated drama, but for all the f-cked up sh-t i ever had to go through.
i wanted him to suffer and end his life for the good of society.
he is just a waste of space, an error of human life.
how DARE he accuse me of stopping my life and taking time out of my own life to spread sh-t to ruin it with the girl he was with for three years.
how dare he.
i texted him a little piece of my mind last night.
literally, it was only a piece of what was going through my head.
i wanted him to die.
i would be so happy if he died today.
i was so overtaken by anger that my mind was numb and everything in the background was just buzzing like static.
rage.
i know the feeling.
i am changing, i feel it, i feel stronger.
f-ck with me, i challenge you.
R called me out of nowhere & the first thing he said was ..
.."You're not supposed to pick up the phone, i wanted to leave a message"
i go sarcastically, "Ok.. you want me to hang up?"
dumbass.
so basically that set the tone for the rest of our conversation.
brief synopsis = R accused me of saying to people that we hooked up last weekend so it would f-ck up his new/old relationship with his ex-girlfriend so they couldn't be together and she would lose his trust with him.
"i guess u got what u wanted..." he said to me.
uhhhhh... can i say this a little louder?
F-CK YOU.
He has some f-cked up teeth, he is not hot, & he's accusing me of being desperate so i could f-ck things up with his ex?
please, honey.
i would never even dream of that.
NEVER take a f-cking blow on my pride, you will get f-cked with.
"i mean if you can't have me, no one else will, right?" <- R running his mouth.
F-ck you, son.
i would never stoop that low to get pleasure like that.
although it is funny, how some rumor got spread around that i'm trying to break them apart, his ex still doesn't trust him.
now he is with no one & its his own damn fault.
damn, you are a compulsive liar.
f-cking loser.
what did i see in him?
i never cared enough to try to f-ck up his pathetic life, i don't think i would do that over a future cheating husband.
especially not this snaggletooth.
get f-cking invisalign & crest whitestrips.
but WOW God Almighty, was i pissed last night.
JP called and could tell i was heated.
i seriously had murder on my mind, especially after being so messed around with mentally this whole week by R
i wanted to kill him.
no f-cking lie, no f-cking exaggerated use of words.
i wanted to kill that motherf-cker.
with my bare hands, for all the sh-t i went through my whole life.
not even for this sophomore-rated drama, but for all the f-cked up sh-t i ever had to go through.
i wanted him to suffer and end his life for the good of society.
he is just a waste of space, an error of human life.
how DARE he accuse me of stopping my life and taking time out of my own life to spread sh-t to ruin it with the girl he was with for three years.
how dare he.
i texted him a little piece of my mind last night.
literally, it was only a piece of what was going through my head.
i wanted him to die.
i would be so happy if he died today.
i was so overtaken by anger that my mind was numb and everything in the background was just buzzing like static.
rage.
i know the feeling.
i am changing, i feel it, i feel stronger.
f-ck with me, i challenge you.