summer never looked so grey
but then, not everyone knows what they want, and less of what they need. i'd like to think that i know what i want, at least on certain matters. we all know what our end result should be, it just takes some time to work out the quirks. we are all ready if we think we are. and more so if we know it. but its when we are doubted in our readiness....that we become doubtful ourselves. i do know what i want in all of this. well...perhaps not ALL, but in this, yes. everytime around is different and no less colorful than the last. ..just differently colored.
by simply living you know, and by knowing you experience.
probably should have bitten my tongue on this one, it burns like a raging fire. but sometimes the bitter use of brutality is the only weapon again blatant dishonesty. maybe i'm the one who's wrong. i'm so upset and hurt, i'm not even sure what to say because i cant even tell if its getting through.
i dunno. i feel so drained. it like my heart is heavier and my lungs are full with water.
okay i'm gonna stop now...go take a breather...maybe a nap before the world becomes to heavy for one day.
at least i am smiling now. at least i am smiling.
by simply living you know, and by knowing you experience.
probably should have bitten my tongue on this one, it burns like a raging fire. but sometimes the bitter use of brutality is the only weapon again blatant dishonesty. maybe i'm the one who's wrong. i'm so upset and hurt, i'm not even sure what to say because i cant even tell if its getting through.
i dunno. i feel so drained. it like my heart is heavier and my lungs are full with water.
okay i'm gonna stop now...go take a breather...maybe a nap before the world becomes to heavy for one day.
at least i am smiling now. at least i am smiling.