cant sleep, cant count sheep, having trouble watching this series because the intro is making me emotionally unstable.

i think to clear my head, i may just turn to the bottle.

tried and true method. currently the only solution that seems feasible.

up, down, up, down. maybe its a disorder, but more likely im just fucked up. :)

ive been quiet lately. so many things going on, so few things going on. so much to do, so little time. the more things i do, the more things there seem to be to do. and the less sleep i get ( Read more... )

she gave me a real hug tonight and a <3 . I am happy and it woke me up enough to drive home without worrying despite my aching neck.

she was smiling when i left her. its a nice smile.

i want to think 'they look like big, strong hands', but i think im too happy to think about that right now.

good night.

that ive ever been more attracted to a friend of mine than i was tonight ( Read more... )