i love cons, but i hate coming home from them... well thats not to say i really hate it, i just feel so AT HOME at a con because nobody thinks im weird due to my hobbies. while i love the people at work, sometimes its hard to really relate to them due to our... differences in taste. strangely, many of the adults where i work are really adults and ( Read more... )

conventions always put me in this mood... like i want life to be that way for extended periods of time... AX was no exception though it did not excite me as much this year as it has in the past ( Read more... )

just had some pretty good sauternes with dinner. i think grape juice appeals to me as much as wine sometimes ( Read more... )

firstly, and not one of the things, i have been away from journaling things for a little while. lets call it a disinterested period. i have those sometimes. a while ago (during my last period) i found an interest to keep me busy while i was disinterested and i felt good. this time im sorta just... bleh ( Read more... )

im not really sure why it is that im so dependent upon the existence of other people ( Read more... )

i feel so disconnected from everything. like i dont belong anywhere ( Read more... )