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Have you ever loved somebody when you knew you shouldn't?
She doesn't love me, and we're quite incompatible in some areas. We're alike in enough ways that I think it could work...but it doesn't matter. She doesn't love me, and thus it doesn't matter how much I love her, or how compatible we'd be. I should just move on. And yet, I can't. I know there's "other fish in the sea" - there's a lot of pretty women at my college, and I seem to be able to grow to like any of them.
And yet I still love her. I know it's futile, and nothing will ever come of it. I'm trying to change, to get to know somebody else, but it's no use. Every time I talk to her (which is quite often. We're friends, and she likes me, she just doesn't love me and has no intention of taking it in that direction), I can't think anything except that I love her.
I've considered telling her that we have to stop talking. It'd be because it's driving me crazy, but I'd never say that. She likes me as a friend though, and likes talking to me, she just doesn't want to go any farther. I don't want to inconvenience her for my sake.
She doesn't love me, and we're quite incompatible in some areas. We're alike in enough ways that I think it could work...but it doesn't matter. She doesn't love me, and thus it doesn't matter how much I love her, or how compatible we'd be. I should just move on. And yet, I can't. I know there's "other fish in the sea" - there's a lot of pretty women at my college, and I seem to be able to grow to like any of them.
And yet I still love her. I know it's futile, and nothing will ever come of it. I'm trying to change, to get to know somebody else, but it's no use. Every time I talk to her (which is quite often. We're friends, and she likes me, she just doesn't love me and has no intention of taking it in that direction), I can't think anything except that I love her.
I've considered telling her that we have to stop talking. It'd be because it's driving me crazy, but I'd never say that. She likes me as a friend though, and likes talking to me, she just doesn't want to go any farther. I don't want to inconvenience her for my sake.