haha told you i was bipolar

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yeah i am deff bipolar.. cuz i realised that im rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly happy to have her and i love her soooooooooo much and i wasnt rly sad i was just confused and like.. i dunno ima guy lol thats all that needs to be sed i dont exactly function like a normal human being and its ez to hurt my pride :-( lol haha but i dont have to worry cuz i love her and she will help me out.. cuz she rocks and i love her and she loves me a rly lott and i feel reallly special... hahhahahahahaaha i love being with her.. like physically being there and just being hers.. its a great feeling.. being loved :-) and feeling like ur loved more then u rly thought from the way she talks to me.. its like a cozy feeling like ive found someone good for me :-) and i like it.. a lottt.. its kool! :-) and ppl have told me that i wont be able to last.. and that things dont change.. and that itll just end up the same way it has before.. but nope.. there wrong.. cuz there not in my head.. and they dont know what i know.. and how i feel and so they cant tell me what will and wont happen.. :-) and ppl try to tell me that im too clingy and i wont ever be able to last with only seeing her like once a week.. well i say that it will be good.. cuz when i do see her itll be even better and it will teach me to respect what ive got even more.. and i love when i see her.. like i dont even have to be doing nething to be having funn.. half the time i amuse myself haha i watched finding nemo with her last night and just spent most of the time saying all the lines to the damn movie cuz ive seen it soo many times haha and i was having funn.. just sitting with her and then when i wasnt watching that i was sitting there talking to her and it was the bestest.. like.. i dunno i never get bored with her.. and i never run outa stuffs to talk to her about either :-) its just great.. and as for what bugged me.. she will teach me.. i have no doubts bout that one cuz shes the bestest and i love her more then a fish loves watter :-) haha im sooo bipolar cuz eirlier i was like all bugged but eh i dont mind. i just felt stupid and didnt like that feeling cuz i generally like to know what im doing and when i dont it buggs me and so i was bugged but ill learn.. eventually... cuz she loves me and i hope she dont mind having to help me with things cuz im new to this whole good relationship thing :-) ok im outa here.. i still have more to write but shes back on so i wanna talk to her instead.. ill write more later prolly..

brianna i love you baby!