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i have a verrry mixxed mood right now.. lol
im sooo happy cuz im not single no mores and i asked brianna out friday.. lol the date was 03-04-05 thats kinda talented :-) but yeah she makes me soo happy and im soo glad to be with her.. i have lotts of fun with her and i could talk to her forever and never get bored.. i love her so much! im soo happy to have her.. again.. lol just hopefully this time will be better :-) i know it will.. wether some ppl believe it or not.. cuz i love her lotts and lotts
but at the same time im kinda bothered by something.. its rly rly lil and stupid and retarded but it buggs the S*** outa me and i cant stand it.. i dont even know why it just gets to me and i feel soo stupid and like crap for it... i just wanna be good for once at something.. not like 2nd best or just suck!... im afraid to even try nething else to be good at cuz im zero for two right now and have a confidence level of like 1 outa 100 :-/ this sucks.. im just soo glad i have someone that makes me more happy then nething int he world right now cuz that way im rly rly rly rly happy still.. just rly bugged lol if that makes sence... it just sucks.. i dont know what to do.. i dont even wanna do nething nemore cuz i dont wanna fail nemore.. i h8 this feeling :-(
brianna i love you!!! ty for making me soo happy :-) ((ok i feel like bipolar over here.. happy and sad and happy and sad and ahhh ima explode i dont wanna be sad at all but i just dont know what to do bout it.. :-X ...))
im sooo happy cuz im not single no mores and i asked brianna out friday.. lol the date was 03-04-05 thats kinda talented :-) but yeah she makes me soo happy and im soo glad to be with her.. i have lotts of fun with her and i could talk to her forever and never get bored.. i love her so much! im soo happy to have her.. again.. lol just hopefully this time will be better :-) i know it will.. wether some ppl believe it or not.. cuz i love her lotts and lotts
but at the same time im kinda bothered by something.. its rly rly lil and stupid and retarded but it buggs the S*** outa me and i cant stand it.. i dont even know why it just gets to me and i feel soo stupid and like crap for it... i just wanna be good for once at something.. not like 2nd best or just suck!... im afraid to even try nething else to be good at cuz im zero for two right now and have a confidence level of like 1 outa 100 :-/ this sucks.. im just soo glad i have someone that makes me more happy then nething int he world right now cuz that way im rly rly rly rly happy still.. just rly bugged lol if that makes sence... it just sucks.. i dont know what to do.. i dont even wanna do nething nemore cuz i dont wanna fail nemore.. i h8 this feeling :-(
brianna i love you!!! ty for making me soo happy :-) ((ok i feel like bipolar over here.. happy and sad and happy and sad and ahhh ima explode i dont wanna be sad at all but i just dont know what to do bout it.. :-X ...))