Mar 07, 2005 21:53
our vacation ended last night :-( it sucks cuz i hate being in school.. but i wouldnt have rather spent my last free night with neone else... i was at briannas again for the 3rd night ina row and i spent almost 2 hours just laying on the floor talking to her bout anything and everything and i loved it.. i never get bored with her.. no matter what! shes the greatest and i have had ppl and girlfirneds i can easily talk to before but noone as easy as this.. i can tell her everything and she will do the same for me... ive had ppl that i can talk to but never ppl that talk to me the same way that i talk to them like.. she tells me just as much as i tell her tather then just listin and get bored... i love it.. i love being trusted with anything and everything and being told soo much its amazing!... she just doesnt hold back with anything and will tell me whatevers on her mind.. sometimes it takes a lil more convincing cuz shes not used to talking bout some of the things we talk about with other ppl and she usually just keeps it in her head but shes getting more and more comfortable as the days go on and I LOVE IT :-) :-D this just feels soo right.. i feel it deep down.. this will be great while it lasts for however long it lasts.. hopefully a long time... its all up her mainly i dont change my mind about someone soo easily... and she has told me she wants us to last a long time.. a reallly long time and im more then okay with that :-) i dont mind she makes me happy.. and being fifteen thats all u need is someone that makes u happy.. if the person your with doesnt make u happy then dont be with them.. if the person ur with makes u this happy then love them for all there worth.. and to me she makes me sooo happy and to me shes worth her weight in gold... i love her soo much... shes always been the best friend there for me since last time we were together to talk to about sometimes the most random stuff and now were together again... and better then ever i believe :-) i love it.. she makes me smile sooo much!!! and just all around makes me sooo happy and feel soo great and its the best feeling... she loves me.. i know it when im with her i see it in her eyes hear it in her voice and feel it in her kiss... and baby... i love you too i hope i make u feel the same way u make me feel... becuase if i do then i make u feel amazing too **smiles** brianna i love you soo much!
and to jen as i have said many times before.. YOU ROCK DAMNIT HAHA!! thankyou for always giving the good advice.. even if its the same advice ive given you before just turned around to make it work.. it still works.. and it makes me happy to know that it must have worked for you if u remember it all!! thankyou for everything!! i love you like a sister.. known u for almost five years and ur a great friend.. thankyou!!