this is great!!!!! i looked over my journal and realized that i never wrote my stats: im 5'4"
when i started i was 140lbs. now im 135!!!!
i actually got some food to eat cause i was so hungry, but before i started to eat i thought i should weight myself, and when i saw that i lost 5lbs i knew that i couldnt eat the food. i had some mayonase and put ( Read more... )

 i'm pretty happy how i did today with eating. i had half a bagel for breakfeast then the other half for lunch. then later on i had 200cal of icecream...then i binged and purged my dinner, it felt soooo good ( Read more... )

well on my arm i have a few bruises and now i def feel like shit. i also have some scrapes on my elbow.  
in my last entry i said that this wasnt the first time he's done this before.  he has never actually hit me before but he has yelled at me like that before when i wanted to break up with him before.  i told him i didnt wanna go out with him ( Read more... )

 this is horrible. my boyfriend is crazy. he was suppose to meet me at my place for dinner. i went to have a cig and after i had my cig i went to go get a salad to eat, b/c i was getting light headed. so i went to the cafe, after i finsihed eating i saw one of my neighbors and i went to go talk to him. i sat down at his table and we just started ( Read more... )

well i am tryin to be really strong right now....i've worked out the past few days so i feel really good about that. and i havent been eating bad, i have my small breakfeasst and then for dinner i have a salad......

BUT right now i am craving a snickers bar! lol

this is something different:

I have been going out with my boyfriend for almost 3 years ( Read more... )

well i dont know how to explain this so....i'll just flat out write it out ( Read more... )