so sad

[icechick4real]

 this is horrible. my boyfriend is crazy. he was suppose to meet me at my place for dinner. i went to have a cig and after i had my cig i went to go get a salad to eat, b/c i was getting light headed. so i went to the cafe, after i finsihed eating i saw one of my neighbors and i went to go talk to him. i sat down at his table and we just started talking for a while and i lost track of time. we finally left and went i stepped out i hear someone calling my named and its my boyfriend and he looks pissed off! i walk towards him and he starts yelling at me "who the hell is that!' we wer suppose to eat together! and i explained that i didnt have dinner and the i just had a salad. then he starts saying all this crap that i cheated on him and that i ditched him to go have dinner with this other guy! and this yelling kept going on for about an hour. we started walkin away from the school b/c i didnt want anyone to see him yelling at me : ( ugh. then i was tellin him that if he didnt leave now that i would call the police and get a restraining order and that made him even more pissed offf. eventually he was like fine i'll leave but get me a cig. but i didnt want to bring him any way near my room, so i told him no and that got him upset. i was sitting down a near hill next to a side walk and he started to try to pick me up but i resisted. he just stayed there yelling some more for a long time. while i was still sitting on the little hill near the cement sidewalk, he grabs me by my feet and drags me across the sidewalk for a few seconds and i start to scream and he stops. he looks at me for a few seconds and then starts to cry and apologize. i know that i should call the cops and get his ass in trouble, but i KNOW he wont leave me alone. hes making my life a living nightmare. before him draggin me on the floor he broke my key chain

this isnt the first time hes acted like this either. i have called the cops on him before.
i hate this sooo much : (