Elation [Third Smile]

Aug 01, 2010 02:32

Title: Elation [Third Smile]
Author: iarmella 
Pairing: AriYama, InooTome [slight], HikaYama (brotherly)
Rating: PG-13
Warning/s: Hints of .... and MPREG..you know the rest..:D
Summary: Yamada always got away from trouble because Hikaru covers up for him and Daiki. However, when he got pregnant, neither of them knew how to hide it from the world. Which caused him punishments he had to take and sacrifices to make.
Author's Note: requested by cherry_ryosuke

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His cap was low, scarf covering almost half of his face, and his sweater almost ate up his body figure. He tried to walk steadily with the sneakers he was wearing, the bitterly cold temperature crept up his legs and Hikaru just supported him.

"Are you okay?" Hikaru asked gently, his hands patting the boy, hoping that the nervousness he's feeling would tone down as they went nearer and nearer their destination.

The elevator finally came to a stop, Hikaru checked if they were on the right floor. With a hand clasping tightly on Yamada's hands, he pulled the reluctant boy out and they entered the small clinic.

Inoo was the one who suggested that place, although Hikaru's family is running the medical field of Japan, he just couldn't go to their hospital and get Yamada to a check-up. If the doctors ever finds out that Yamada is pregnant, their parents would surely know it.

And there they were, standing in front of the nurse assigned to the clinic telling her that they got a schedule. The nurse nodded to them, knowing that they were the ones who paid a large amount to their small clinic to have it privately theirs for the whole morning.

They entered the white clinic, and the doctor was already waiting for them. Her eyes gazed at Yamada from head to toe and with a smile she bowed to them,

"I'm Fumadoka Hira, nice to meet you two" she introduced herself

"Erhm, we're actually just here to make sure about this.." Hikaru started

Hikaru just sat on the clinic's couch as Hira started checking on Yamada. She asked him to do this and that, she weighed him, measured him and even asked him various questions. Yamada's answers about the symptoms of pregnancy were quite vague, it's as if he's not really pregnant at all. He never gets dizzy spells, morning sickness or even food cravings.

But the moment Hira's hands started touching his tummy and back, her expression changed. She continued what she was doing until Yamada started complaining about the pain it's causing him. Hikaru walked closer to them when Yamada reached out for him.

They entered a small white room and Hikaru didn't need to ask what they were there for. He knew already that it was an ultrasound room. Yamada laid on the white bed and his shirt was rolled up to his chest as Hira applied some gel on him.

Neither of them said anything as the machine showed what was inside Yamada.

"The baby is more or less eight weeks old already. When did you and your partner do it?" she asked and Hikaru was the only one who understood Yamada's silence.

"Maybe we shouldn’t ask him that, he's quite surprised that he has baby himself" Hikaru answered instead. He knew Yamada had no idea when Daiki got him pregnant, he was sure they did it almost every time they have and it was really hard to identify the baby's creation date.

"Although I don’t want to discourage you, your heart complications might make your pregnancy impossible, especially you're still underage" was what Hira told them before they left.

Just like their whole drive to that secret place, they stayed silent as they drove away. Yamada didn't look uncomfortable anymore but his face is obviously puzzled and mixed emotions can be seen on his face, but fear stood out the most.

"Mom and Dad will kill me" Yamada sobbed as he sat on his bed

"Don’t say that" Hikaru pulled him to a tight hug, trying to lighten up the boy's mood

"They will surely be disappointed and they will disown me! Hikaru what will I do?!" Hikaru knew that there's no point on making Yamada calm down, because at his state, it was impossible. He couldn't even imagine himself on Yamada's shoe

"Don't feel pressured! That's bad for your heart!" Hikaru scolded him lightly but Yamada continued sobbing

"And…and how can it be possible for me to carry this on? How can I deliver a child when I could barely live myself?!"

"Ryosuke, just calm down and we can still do something about it. If you can't take the responsibility, we can still adjust everything while it isn't too late" he tried comforting the boy but he couldn't believe his self either

Ever since Yamada was born, the doctors have told his family about how weak his heart is for a body and that he should be treated carefully for his fragile life. It wasn't anything that can take his life all of a sudden, but it was clear to them that he'd be experiencing pains and difficulties spontaneously, that he can't run around the field like normal children can, and just about anything he'll do will be a great deal. Another reason why his parents barely allowed him to go and play around outside with others.

Hikaru was never once able to remain calm whenever Yamada has an attack, he still finds it hard to stay focused to get the medicines his cousin needs, and he literally screams at almost everyone who messes up with his orders. Yamada's condition can always make him angry at the smallest things and that is one certain mood that all their house helpers are avoiding. He's quite uncontrollable when he's mad and panicking.

Medicines were on the table, his eyes pierced at the family doctor. The familiar guy that they dreaded to see so much but needed to talk with had an unsatisfied look on his face. Yamada's attacks came every two days and Hikaru didn't like it at all.

This time, his rage on the abortion paper, that the clinic they went to gave them, tore it to pieces. He was literally screaming at everyone he sees and Hikaru asked him to calm down. But in the end, he gripped on his shirt tightly, saying that air is being knocked out of him.

Yamada frowned when he was asked to sit down, he felt so uncomfortable with the way the doctor is touching his back and he even grew more uncomfortable when those cold hands slid down his sides.

"Don't touch me!" he sneered as he quickly pulled up the blanket to his chest

"But Ryosuke-san…" the doctor started but Yamada kept his glare firm and deathly "We need to check on--"

"You're just here to check and give me medicine! Not touch me to places, I hate you!" he almost shouted at the poor doctor, unsure why he wanted the doctor out of his sight that instant

"Ryosuke-san, you're taking medicines and it might affect your.."

"Stop meddling with my situation and just leave! I don't want to see you at all!" he cried and covered himself with the blanket.

Hikaru followed the doctor outside the room and bowed apologetically, he didn’t know what was on Yamada's mind that he treated his favorite doctor like that.

"I'm really very sorry! I'll try to make sure that he doesn't do that again" he bowed lowly

"No, it's okay Hikaru-san. It's my job to serve this family after all" the doctor bowed back

"But there's something I want to ask you about…." Hikaru started

"Anything"

"Please don't tell his parents about this yet" he asked, his expression trying to persuade the doctor, but it immediately fell with the way the doctor was staring at him and he backed off a little when the doctor shook his head "Please" he murmured once more

"I can't hide this from his parents especially when they're counting on me about Ryosuke-san's health. You know for a fact that your cousin's life is always at stake" the doctor explained his side and Hikaru understood it quickly, but if…just if the doctor will understand them too.

"About his pregnancy, pleas don’t mention that part first. Give us some time to be the ones to tell them about it. Please understand us" he clasped his hand together and bowed again

There was a long pause and Hikaru just stood back up. His eyes begging for understanding from the professional in front of him.

"Alright, but please be sure that you tell them about it sooner"

And Hikaru's beam appeared. He couldn't imagine the reaction of Yamada's parents if they ever find out about their son's situation from other people. They'd probably deprive the boy for the rest of his life and worse….force him to have an abortion. Kill that one innocent life, that even though Yamada hasn't said a word about it, Hikaru knew too well how dear the baby is to Yamada. And he himself was unexplainable too, there was a part of him that wants to meet the baby too.

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Daiki entered Yamada's room with Inoo. His boyfriend's back was facing them with his thick blanket covering almost half of his body, Hikaru was also sleeping beside him.

"It's kind of severe, huh" Inoo didn't fail to notice the medicines on the other side of the bed, his eyes ranged on Yamada and Daiki as the older guy stroked Yamada's hair.

"Hikaru" Inoo kissed Hikaru on the cheek to wake the goofy guy up

Daiki grinned when Hikaru smiled at him when he woke up. Being told that Yamada just fell asleep, the three of them immediately transferred to the couch and started to discuss what the doctor told Hikaru.

"That's good" but Inoo knew deep inside that everything is just temporary and that sooner or later, they have to face the consequences of everything, especially when Yamada's tummy gets big.

"Bu I'm getting worried myself, it's not good that he's taking so much medicine with his early pregnancy" Hikaru commented

"But he needs it, right?" Daiki murmured, somehow feeling guilty that he dragged Yamada to that extent

"Yeah" Hikaru nodded helplessly

It was almost the end of February when Yamada started acting weird and showed the symptoms of his pregnancy. Aside from his easy tiredness, he started to crave for fruits that are out of the season…where the heck would they get a watermelon in the middle of winter? Hikaru saw how hard Yamada tried to remain calm with everything when his short-temperedness is so obvious. He just supports him with words about how the baby will get stressed if he gets angry. Morning sicknesses became a major issue too.

Somehow, Daiki was the most tired out of all them. Yamada would just randomly want to see him in the middle of the night, and although he doesn't want to go and just sleep, he's forced to visit them at night, only to get shooed at by his conceiving boyfriend. It's more like Yamada wants to see him but at the same he doesn't.

Daiki stayed with him as much as he can as he practiced for his high school graduation. Pretty lucky that no one has noticed his changes.

Yamada became overly conscious with everything, he was glad that he's almost over the twelfth week of pregnancy, the most critical stage for his timetable. He thought it would be weird, but somehow he already made it a habit on stroking his tummy every time he gets and talks to his baby non-stop just about anything.

He's having a hard time of course, especially when he hasn't said a word about it to his parents yet. Somehow, although he's trying his best to prepare himself, there's still a part of him that dreaded his parents to know about what have happened, he just hoped that he'd get the impossible support from them.

"The baby is showing, I can see it" Inoo suddenly commented, all heads turned to Yamada who just entered the room

"What?" Yamada frowned and stared at himself

Hikaru examined Yamada's figure first. He lost some weight actually, but his body posture is still the same. The shirt that his cousin was wearing isn't too big nor is it fitted to his body. His attire is just one of those normal jeans, sneakers and shirt days Yamada has, but one thing that was obviously not there before was the very small lump on his belly.

It was barely noticeable by people, but for someone like Hiakru, Daiki and Inoo, they can tell the difference of the boy's body from before.

"Cute!!" Hikaru exclaimed as he hugged Yamada on the waist while sitting

"Hikaru, stop it, it's disgusting me" Yamada complained but Hikaru just shoved his shirt up and stuck his ear to the small tummy "Get off me!!" he cried and tried to push the persistent Hikaru away "My baby will be crushed!" he had no choice but to just whack his cousin on the head and wait until he lets go

"Hmm…" Hikaru let go, a disappointed sigh escaped his lips

"Why?" Daiki asked, hugging Yamada the same way Hikaru just did

A heavier sigh escaped from Hikaru and Inoo started chuckling. Yamada just stared at his friend curiously as he played with Daiki's hair

"Shut up Kei" Hikaru groaned, hugging his boyfriend tightly

"Why?" Yamada asked this time but Inoo just continued laughing

The whole room suddenly went silent. Inoo's chuckle slowly faded as his eyes ranged on Yamada who was glaring at him intensely. He pulled the younger guy by the arm, closer to him as Hikaru struggled away with all his might. Daiki on the other hand slowly and carefully got off Yamada and when he finally let go, he scooted away as much as he can. Hikaru ran away to Daiki's safe zone, leaving Inoo whimpering with all the throw pillows hitting him.

"He looks like a main target on the arcade" Hikaru whispered as they watched in amusement

"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you for the rest of my life!!" Yamada was literally screaming as he threw everything that he can hold to Inoo

"Yama-chan, please calm down" Inoo begged, repenting for his deadly sin of ignoring Yamada

"No! I hate you! I hate you!" and thus the curses continued.

Hikaru and Daiki just made sure that nothing sharp or hard will be on Yamada's reach. Although it was that hard for everyone of them, there will always be a time that they'd be sitting around, watching Yamada torture his poor victim with his tantrums. Inoo is the most perspective target, out of the three of them.

They were getting the hang out of everything. But not until one morning, where Hikaru just woke up and ran to Yamada's room as fast as he could. But he was too late, Yamada's parents were already there with his pale cousin being dragged by his arm. His face was wet with water and his lips were white, and Hikaru knew why.

The whole room was silent, Yamada's head was down and Hikaru wanted to approach him and make him relax or something but he just couldn't move from where he was. And even before he knew it, the first ever slap Yamada received threw him down the floor.

Rubbing his hurt area, Yamada still felt dizzy, he wasn't ready for any of these yet, he's not ready for the day yet. He looked up to see the scariest expression his father gave him, the disapproving and disappointed stare of his mother and Hikaru's restrained concern...

"Dad, I can explain" it was a big challenge for him to get back up to his feet alone. But a harsher slap landed to his face again, this time it didn't knock him down…but it allowed tears of frustration roll down his already red cheeks.

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A/N: Oh yeah~ the story is moving so slowly. So slowly just like me XPP I hope you guys liked it and aren't getting tired of me XDD nyeheehee~♥

OH! I got 89 in Economics! 98 in Financial Management! Hehe~ that's the highest grade in all Economics and FinMan subjects of our College Department for the Prelims XDD hehe~ you might be able to imagine how boringly hard it is...but yeah, I'm getting more and motivated :D I'm actually enjoying FinMan to be honest...I can bet that I got the highest grade in our Tour and Travel Agency Management since I got a perfect class standing and an 85/90 exam :PP I'm pretty disappointed with Theology though T__T I got 78...

Imma rant about my grades again next time so please wait for it...if someone is even interested in the first place...besides, I only manage to rant about Prelims...I fail to have time with midterms and finals too :PP

Anyway, enough of this non-sense! How was the chapter? I hope YOU ALL LIKED it!!

This is angst by the way  ::DDD

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pairing: daiki/yamada, type: multi-chapter, pairing: inoo/hikaru, pairing: hikaru/yamada, rating: pg-13, story: elation

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