update on holly
so many pieces missing? and why, she wonders...dispite the fact she already knows...
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i had a sweet weekend...
Friday, went to Maed's house, went to OCC...i like it there...then went back to her house, talking until the wee hours of the morning, taking back the lost time. it was good it was very good....dispite the fact that our plan to engage in yet another LOTR marathon ended embarrassingly unsuccessful given our collective passion for the subject.
saturday, went home did a crap-load of physics, went out with Bryan...eat lots of seafood...had a real good talk....it was also good.
Sunday...didn't do much....until 2:30 of course i went to church. i love church so much. like it feels abnormal how much i love it, and it's so so so good. i wish desperately that church wasn't on sundays and that it occured more than just once a week. it's----delicious.
then today.....watching all the dreams i had for how to exemplify everything i wanted to be fall through and writhe in the empty void of time passed by. it's so frustrating...to try to be the right thing the right person, then this hideous creature inside come to life, dominating your body and overcoming your initial resolve until it fads to nothing more than a good intention passed away. and why?
2 Chor. 20:12, 15 (i think) go and read it. actually just go read the whole story it is very good.
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i had a sweet weekend...
Friday, went to Maed's house, went to OCC...i like it there...then went back to her house, talking until the wee hours of the morning, taking back the lost time. it was good it was very good....dispite the fact that our plan to engage in yet another LOTR marathon ended embarrassingly unsuccessful given our collective passion for the subject.
saturday, went home did a crap-load of physics, went out with Bryan...eat lots of seafood...had a real good talk....it was also good.
Sunday...didn't do much....until 2:30 of course i went to church. i love church so much. like it feels abnormal how much i love it, and it's so so so good. i wish desperately that church wasn't on sundays and that it occured more than just once a week. it's----delicious.
then today.....watching all the dreams i had for how to exemplify everything i wanted to be fall through and writhe in the empty void of time passed by. it's so frustrating...to try to be the right thing the right person, then this hideous creature inside come to life, dominating your body and overcoming your initial resolve until it fads to nothing more than a good intention passed away. and why?
2 Chor. 20:12, 15 (i think) go and read it. actually just go read the whole story it is very good.