I'm trying not to over think everything but UGH! I've never meet a guy that acts like he does. And who acts towards me the way he does. It's almost like he doesn't care even though he says he does. Maybe I am done. I'm tired of chasing. I'm tired of making the attempt and getting what seems to be nothing. So if you want me I'm here waiting. If not ( Read more... )

So maybe it's something I shouldn't have done. But I did it anyways. I went back and unlocked a lot of my entries. I you care to read what I unlocked you can go back and read or click here. Ugh. I don't know what I want to do right now with my life. I'm so fucking broke now. I got a few bills yesterday, one collection notice. Rent is due. I went to ( Read more... )

MySpace pisses me to fuck off sometimes! I was in the process of redoing my profile and about half way through... No more myspace. UGH. ANYWAYS ( Read more... )

Ok so seriously I got fired today. Ugh. I thought this morning when I woke up that today was going to be the best fucking day ever. HAHA riiiight. So whatever. This means the end of my overstay in Cottonwood. I'm getting the fuck out of Arizona and I'm going back to NM. Where I belong. Where I know people. And where people know me. And well, Where ( Read more... )

Today I woke up around 12. I was not going to sit around the house and do nothing but sit here on the net or watch TV. So I got up. Got Dressed and walked to my work. It's about a 30 minute walk. but whatever, I was bored. IT WAS FUCKING HOT! 108 degree weather and I'm walking. What the fuck was I thinking. On the way back I stopped by the bank so ( Read more... )

I posted these lyrics for HIM on myspace. Maybe he'll know they are for him. or maybe not. Whatever. It's a good song anyways.

Artist: Ian Van Dahl ( Read more... )

It's that time when all my favorite artists start coming out with new Albums. Christina, Dashboard, Justin. It's out of control. Dashboard came out with a new album in June (which I still can't afford) Christina comes out with a new one August 15th (which I will sell myself for) and Justin comes out with a new one September 12th. I hate to download ( Read more... )

So I've done some serious thinking about what is going on ( Read more... )

I really hate my life. Although i put on this fake smile and pretend that everything is all right, inside I'm freaking out. I'm hungry as hell. And broke as hell. Still. I've been broke since I've gotten back from NM for pride. That's been over a month now. I would say I need to cut down my costs... But the funny thing is... I don't have anymore to ( Read more... )

So I finally maxed out my LJ user pic limit. 35 is ALOT of pictures. I'm kinda bummed out now. Cuz Now I'll have to delete some to add more... Unless... I get more... Hum...*thinks* Could I really use 70 more LJ pics??? I think I could. But that's just insane. I'll have to think about it ( Read more... )